"I don't believe in god butThis feels like Ŗ̷͚̲̬̹̬̮̗̳̈͒̽̀͂̂͝͝e̸͓͙̲̜͒̌͐͐̄̾̏̊͘ͅl̶̜̣̖̫̲̜̪͂͐̇͘͠ḯ̸̡̺̎̈̿̕g̷̭̳͌̀̂̉͝͝i̷͖͓̼̲̼̮̜̬̐͒̄̾ő̷͕̻͖͕͙͊̈́͠n̸̟̠̍̆͊̀̈͊̕͠ʞo ʇou ɯ'II think I might need to go back to the doctor. he doesn't careShe's always on my mindȺӀաays in my ꫝꫀꪖᦔShe's hurting meＷｈｏ ｉｓ ｓｈｅ？I͓̽ ͓̽f͓̽o͓̽l͓̽l͓̽o͓̽w͓̽e͓̽d͓̽ ͓̽h͓̽e͓̽r͓̽ ͓̽t͓̽o͓̽d͓̽a͓̽y͓̽I҉ ҉f҉o҉l҉l҉o҉w҉e҉d҉ ҉h҉e҉r҉ ҉t҉o҉d҉a҉y҉ı'ɱ ʂơཞཞყ ცųɬ ı'ɱ ŋơɬ ɠơıŋɠ ɬơ ცɛ ąცƖɛ ɬơ ɠɛɬ ɧɛƖ℘ s̷͙̹͊̌͂͆͋̌͒̚ō̵̯̗͜ ̵̢͇̞̼̺̙̎̀͌̽͜ͅf̶͔̺͉̔͌̎̀͊̏ǘ̶͙̳͇̳̏͛̌͑̃̓͊͝c̵̥̘͍̑̉̌ͅk̶̢̛̤̹̮͗̄̒̓͌̅͋͋͠ ̴̼͙̳͈͓̽ǫ̴̧͓͍͙̩̘͚͙͊͊͘f̷̡̘̤̳͎̥͙̙̩̭̎̔f̶̢͍̝̩̺̱̯͗͐̉̋͑̉̈́̕
S̴h̴o̴u̴l̴d̴ ̴I̴ ̴a̴s̴k̴ ̴h̴e̴r̴ ̴t̴o̴ ̴s̴t̴o̴p̴?̴𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥?Stop smilingB̳u̳t̳ ̳I̳ ̳l̳i̳k̳e̳ ̳h̳e̳r̳ ̳s̳m̳i̳l̳e̳s̳This is stupid.It's all stress, I'm stressed.I've just got to let some steam off.Its because of schoolI'll snap out of it in a week or twoI just need to rest b̶̘͠͝u̸̧͈̜͒̉̅͋̎t̴̡̞̞̫̺̥̼͖̅̏̈́ I can't sleep
Everything is too much for meI don't want to think about anything- it scares me. I don't know what I want in the future and I don't know what I'm doing.I sound insane.I thought I was going insane but google said that if you think you're going insane then you probably aren't because you're self aware.So I'm just stressed.OOOverthinkingThis is me at my worstI'm not like this all the timeI need to get it outMaybe I should try and talk to Ushiwaka about it- he usually has good advice. If it gets too bad I might go to the school councillorAs soon as exam season ends I'll go back to normal. I hope so. It's hard living like this.It scary. I have no control over my emotions- barely any control over my actions. It's like I'm split in two. I may want to do something but I feel like I need to do the opposite.I'm venting all of my frustrations and trying to pin in down to one person. I'm just going through a rough patch- I'll be ok. I hope.It's hard to live like this. It's difficult to wake up on 2 hours sleep to know that you'll be living through the same shitty emotions as yesterday.It's difficult to live
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A smile just for me
RomanceNot my fanfic, reupload from (i think) deleted account haikyuuhoeee reason: just like me and fellow readers, we like to READ!! ^^ P.S the story itself is discontinued based on my downloads so I think this would end in a cliffhanger so do start imag...
