I had a crush,he was that hot soccer player "Michel?"yeah it was Michel.it was senior year I had a crush on him since freshman year,I tried to get over him but it was hard.i was crazy about him.when I'm alone?i imagine me with him,holding hands,hugging.i changed myself just for him,just for him to notice me but he didn't,love turned into hate,he ignored me so I wanted revenge
I changed,now I'm the angry,sad,desperate version of me,I went to prom alone and I saw him on stage he was prom king I was standing right next to him when his girlfriend dumped him and after what happened he went to the hotel room I went after him and waited by the door for hours he even ordered that cake with strawberry .i knocked the door "Michel?can I come in?"after five minutes of convincing I entered the hotel room "you are crazy?what are you doing?stay away from me LEAVE"I freaked out I grabbed a knife and I did it,I just snapped I just couldn't say goodbye I didn't want to,I stabbed him right were it hurts,right it the throat,i simply wanted him to shut up I didn't know what to do I swear,"why did you do it Sarah?"they said "because he ignored me".
I went to a Psychiatric Hospital,i stayed there for three years now im fine im finally normal.but im not going to lie I changed I turned off my feeling,i have no love and no hate left in me,i go to a shrink three times a week just so I don't lose it again,it was like everything went back in place.i moved and I started going to college,nobody knew about my past.im finally happy and free from the judgmental people its like im living a new life.did I mention that I changed my name!now im sarah wiley.im the new girl.
one of my Professors in college was my only friend,i met his sister once she was nice.but I never told him about my past,i saw him as an accepting friend,i wasn't a friend with him so he would give me high grades or something actually he was someone else in class and that's what I loved about him the most its like he is two different people.he was my friend I mean my only friend.
after college,one night,he asked me on a date but I said no,i told him that I only see him as a friend,but he was totally fine with the fact that im not into relationships,we went to the party as friends,we were having fun until michels mother talked to me "i will make sure you go to jail,you killed my son.i knew you were faking being sick so you don't go to jail,he was young!why did you do it?he was my only son"she walked away with tears running throw her face.everyone started staring at me "what is she talking about sarah" I went to a hotel room,i was looking for a quiet room,but he followed me.but something changed in him!something was different,he knows."sarah,i always wanted to be with you,i loved you the second I saw you,i know you think im fine but im not,im crazy about you,i always think about you,im sleepless about you,why are you ignoring me?i love you"its like history is repeating itself.im sorry but I don't love you!"No,you do love me I know you do.you do love me I know it,i knew it since the day I saw you but you just don't know it".he freaked out.i started screamed so he stabbed me the same place I stabbed Michel.finally I got what I deserved.its weird how things can happen twice.
