"911,whats your emergency?"uh i don't know i was driving and something...something jumped in front on my car..he is not moving please..please help me"
15 years later...
I'm Nate,i came here because i wanted to forget my sick past,i noticed that getting drunk and driving recklessly is not my thing.i changed im a different person now,im a teacher at the moment.its really working out for me,you can say?i stitched my self and i walked away from my mistakes.its like nothing ever happened.
until one morning..i woke up at the sound of the alarm shaking,yeah that happens alot me.i toke a bath and i walked to the kitchen and started making breakfast before going to work,before i ever got to the fridge the bell rang,i opened the front the door and there she was standing with a smile on her face."hey,im from the house next door i noticed you moving in here last week i just wanted to welcome you into your nice neighborhood,and sure i made you my famous carrot cake,enjoy"she said before giving me the cake"thank you so much,the cake looks good im sure im going to enjoy it,im Nate by the way"i replied"very nice to meet you Nate,im Peyton.im gonna have to go now my daughter is waiting in the car,if you need anything this is my number"she said before i waved goodbye and closed the door,i kept the number.
i went to my job everyday for months until my old self started to come back,i started to miss being reckless,i started to miss drinking.and one night i came back and i called the wrong number"Peyton,im a bad person..help me"as i was laying on the couch crying she knocked on my front door"Nate,are you okay?are you drunk?" she helped me out that night.and she helped me the night after that and the night after that...
its like my effort on changing myself just fade away,and after three weeks from helping me she suggested rehab "Nate,i've been taking care of you for the past three weeks,as much as i care about you i just cant do it anymore,i have a family who is noticing me coming to you every night,im not giving up on you im suggesting rehab . go there and fix yourself,for me"and i did i,i went to rehab.
i hated doing it as much as i loved her and she cared about me but she had to let me go.
after three months...
i knocked on her door and her husband opened the door,so i asked about her "yes,i knew would come back,come in"he replied.i entered his home"where is she?is she okay?"i asked after he showed me the way to the couch"Nate,peyton is suffering throw stage four cancer,its too late to save her"he said and without me responding "her daughter is with her right now and if you want i can drive you to the hospital but im sorry,i cant go see her"she needs you more than she needs me"i replied"after you left,you were all she thinks about.we got a divorce before i even knew about her sickness".
as we both entered the car,silence was all i hear.so i started thinking this woman who i didnt knew helped me through my worst,i cant give up on her."can you please tell her i say hi?"he said"i think you tell her that your self"i replied and got out of the car,i asked about her in the reception and they showed me her room.
she changed!she lost her hair i bet she is burning from the inside,she was faking a laugh to her daughter.i entered the room with tears as she saw me she started laughing and asking me about my recovery and everything"i was waiting for you" that's what she said the first second she saw me.
"you know whats funny?having everything and then losing it the next second.when you were here i was fine until you left thats the moment when everything happened,divorce and my kid being lost between us and then i lost my hair..i cant take it anymore..i want to just get to the bottom of this and just..help me"she said while crying and i held me hand"you didnt give up on me,and im not going to give up on you,you hear me?you are gonna survive this,im with you till the end,i promise".
and i kept my promise for two months until her body got weaker and i started to give the strength and the hope until one night when she collapsed,i freaked out i didnt know what to do,so i held her hand and i started to whisper in her ear "dont leave me,if you leave im going to be alone i cant be alone again because when that happens i start drinking again.get throw this, for me".the doctor brought her back but she couldn't breath on her own and that killed all the hope and strength i gave her,so i had to start from the beginning my only hear was to run out of words.i knew her ending was near but i just didnt give up i kept helping,i kept sleeping by her side.
"Nate,i want you to get my Rosie right now,i miss her.and i want you to know what ever happens you did everything you could to help.when i first saw you i knew you were a good person and you proved that to me,never drink again okay?never drink.and do the impossible because i asked you too"like i said her ending was near,as i left the hospital to get her daughter she collapsed again,and this time she didnt get throw it.
and since that day,i changed she Peyton changed me so i wanted her to be known,not as a victim of cancer but as a survivor,i wrote a book about her as an amazing,helping person.and the book got the attention and i did what she wanted me to do,the impossible.
Cancer,who is your next victim?who are you going to enjoy killing next?you toke everyone i love from me,nobody from my family?died naturally. every time you had something to do with it.im tired of you i ran out of words,when are you going to stop?i had enough.some doctors gave up on finding a stop sign for your killing.practically nothing stops you?stop playing so innocent.will you just go on a vacation? It'll be like a good vacation to us the people you are killing.
