it all started on October the 13th from 1997 when I met him, Alexander he was a friend at first a special one too.when something wrong happens to me they call him,he was that special.he used to watch my back he used to take care of me he used to notice my little things,he knew me more than I knew myself.i used to give him as much as I take.he was someone somewhere deep in my heart.we were past awkward so he asked for a date and I did it without thinking "whatever happens we don't want it to get between our friendship"
a date turned into two and two dates turned into three and just like that our friendship turned into a relationship, after a year or so he asked me to move in it was hard at first but I did it lets be real I was scared of losing him but somedays it turns out to be just like the old days.we were together for five years.surprised?i know right?he did everything I asked him too he bought everything I ever wanted and more we were living a perfect life just like a fairytale.i still remember the first time he said I love you,i still remember the first hug,everything I simply remember everything.we gave it a try and it turned out to be magical.from our relationship I learned to take risks to live my life and to do everything without regrets.it was finally perfect to have someone who cares without asking for something in return.sometimes I think what if everything is not real?what if everything is fake?he was right there next to me when my father passed away.he was there for me at my worse and I was there too when he needed me.
after we moved together to our new place"Martha Robert William,we started this with a friendship and we ended it with a relationship,you are everything I ever asked for,caring and love more than anyone I know!you make my life complete its that simple,i love you everyday more than the previous day.you are rare and beautiful to even exist.i don't want you to be my girlfriend I want more a wife.martha darling,will you marry me?"it was perfect everything he said was right,i said yes,everything was finally complete.im lucky to have a person who gives as much as he takes.
I started planning for my dream wedding,my wedding dress uhh!that white dress was all I wanted to wear since I was 9 years young.and it finally happening with him the one my soulmate and my to be husband.my life was perfect.the big day is near it was like a dream that will come true.
everything was in the right place,its happening my wedding is happening.i walked down the aisle wearing that white dress,he was right there waiting for me with his watery eyes and his adorable smile.i was standing right infront of him we were getting married.i imagined my whole life with him,he is the one."you may kiss the bride" he was coming closer and I was too,he kissed me I felt him trying to get something out of his pocket but I didn't care,he shout me."I wanted to know what it feels like to kill you,i wanted to be one who kills you because im that special" I don't know what went wrong everything was simply perfect,and thats when I learned that perfection dosent exist,i held his hand so close for the last time,his last words were i love you.
