I'm a typical college girl who was shocked by having cancer,it was so hard to tell my parents and my relatives and my friends,and my enemies?yes my enemies.
it feels like my mom knows,it's hard to know.its hard to keep a secret that big,my dad was thinking about marriage and about studying out side my country,but he didn't know that I'm not gonna make it to the end of the year,it was too late.
I changed,being sick really changed me,it made me kind but I don't know why I feel weak,nobody knew for one month so I started to take chemo and i started to lose my hair
it was a family gathering,everybody I know was there I'm was sure of it,I went to the tv and I played a video "if you are watching this video then that means that y'all are important in my life,I didn't tell you guys because I wanted you to be real with me,I didn't want anyone to feel sorry for me,I have cancer and I found out when it was too late,i didn't want people to tell me things I don't deserve,I'm doing this video because the doctor just told me that it's gonna show because I'm starting to lose my hair and all I wanted is y'all to know,in my own way.lets be real,it's not like you can save me from this,yeah?" when the video ended everyone started crying and so I said"that's the reason I didn't want to say anything about this,I don't want you to cry and I don't want you to hug me because that won't help,please be normal that's what I want".i lost all my hair i started to feel different,that typical college girl died after 6 month,she went to the other side but she left memories,good memories and that's what she wanted "mission accomplished".
