Chapter Three

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Eleanor's POV:

This was complete bullshit. I really don't want to deal with Riddle anymore

I want him out of my life. He's been making my life miserable ever since I got to Hogwarts

I don't know what to do anymore. But this year is gonna be different

All I gotta do is stay away from him. I'm close to graduating. I need to get my dream job. If Riddle ruins my plans, I'll make sure to ruin his life

Well I can't promise that though. I just need to stay away from him

I need to study and do well in school. I have to make my parents proud

They mean the world to me. I need to make them proud

Last year they were both disappointed in me. Because of the lies Riddle said. I can't let that happen again. I don't want to seem as a disappointment

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The new students already got sorted in their houses. Ron obviously got into Gryffindor, even Harry

Now everyone is just eating. Across from the Gryffindor table are the Slytherins

Every time I look up, I see him looking at me. I started feeling uncomfortable

"Eleanor! Are you okay?" Fred asked

"Huh?"

"Your spacing out. You haven't even touched your food." George added

"Yeah I'm fine. I guess I'm just tired. Maybe I should go to my dorm." I say to them

"Are you sure? You look out of it." Percy said

"I'm fine. I'll just go to my dorm. Good night."

I got up and left the great hall. I can't believe this whore is affecting me. Like what the actual fuck. I just need to clear my mind

I started walking around the school grounds. I just wish I had a normal life without someone ruining it

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I was on a walk for a while. It was getting late so I was walking to my dorm. For some reason I felt like someone was watching me. I look over my shoulder, but no one was there

I just knew someone was following me. I could sense it. I just kept walking. I decided to go to the Astronomy Tower. It felt like they were coming closer to me

I was speed walking and I could hear footsteps. I started to run to the Astronomy tower. I didn't have my wand with me so I can't defend myself

The footsteps kept getting closer. Just by thinking that my life could be over, made me slow down

I stopped running. I didn't make it to the tower. But in the corner of my eye, I saw a figure

Maybe I'm just imagining things. Yeah, I'm imagining stuff. But just thinking about it made it hard to breathe

I'm panicking for no reason. Maybe I'm paranoid. What the hell is going on.

My body was getting hot. My legs were getting weak. I couldn't stand that I had to sit down on the floor. It felt like I was punched in the stomach making it hard for me to breathe

My hands were shaking nonstop. My ears were ringing so loudly. It felt like my body was about to give out. I didn't know what was going on with me

I was trying to calm myself down but I didn't know how too. I closed my eyes and covered my ears to try and stop the ringing

"Looks like someone isn't okay." Said a familiar voice

I opened my eyes and looked up

"Go away Riddle." I expressed

"I can tell you're not doing okay. You're having a panic attack. Is it your first time having one?" He asks

"Yes. Now go away you asshole!"

"Just let me help you. We may hate each other but clearly you need some help."

"Just go away Riddle!" Just by him being here was making it worse. My chest was tightening more and more

It was getting more hotter. I took off my robe. I was wearing a long sleeve shirt which was making it worse

"Just let me help you. You clearly need help." He requested

I didn't trust him but I had to this time. It's obvious that I'm not in the right mindset right now

He grabs my arm and pulls me up to stand. He grabs my waist and holds me. "Can you try and walk?"

I just nodded. I didn't really wanna speak to him. Why is he helping me. I hate this so much

I was tired and I could barely even walk. It felt like I was gonna pass out right now

"I don't feel good at all right now.." I whined

"Just try and continue walking. We're almost there."

The ringing just kept getting louder, making me have a headache. Then all I could see was pitch black..

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