In Love With Him

Chapter Eight

Eleanor's POV:

Of course. It was Tom Riddle. Making out with a girl. Something inside of me, wanted to go over there and push the girl out of the way so I could kiss him instead

I rolled my eyes and walked up to Kinsley. She was already drinking. "What kind of drink is that?" I asked

"This is vodka. I have a whole bunch in my trunk. I also have tequila. I brought both for tonight."

"Can I have some?" I was kinda desperate to drink something to get my mind off things. By things, I mean Tom Riddle

She poured some vodka and tequila and mixed it together. She handed me the cup. I instantly grabbed it and chug the whole thing

"Girl slow down."

"Okay I will." I lied

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My favorite song came on. I went to the middle of the room and started dancing. People started joining in as well

I just let loose. Of all the stress. I didn't even care if people were making fun of me

Then more of my favorite songs started playing. Some guy came up to me and asked if I wanted to dance with him. I accepted

I started dancing all over him. We were dancing the whole night together. I was having so much fun. I didn't even care about anything

I was getting tired so I went and sat down. I then realized Riddle was sitting in front of me. I was having a good time, not thinking of him. Great

Then the same girl he was making out with earlier, sat on his lap with some drinks in her hands. My blood was boiling. But I don't want my night to be ruined

The guy who I was dancing with earlier, sat with me. We started talking. We were having a good time together. But in the corner of my eye, I could see Riddle making out with that girl

Then an idea came through my mind. I kissed the guy that I was talking too. We started making out as well. I then sat on his lap

I could tell the guy was surprised but he went along with it. This kiss was really different. I didn't get the same feeling like when I kissed Riddle. I didn't enjoy it like I did with him

After a few seconds, I got up to get a drink. I chugged every cup that I got. I was obviously not doing okay

"Nena. You need to slow it down. You're getting really drunk." Kinsley said

I didn't listen to her and kept drinking. I wasn't in a right mind state

Maddie tried taking my cup away, but I was resisting. It was getting hot. I was getting that same feeling when I had that panic attack a while ago

I gave the cup to Maddie and started crying. "Guys. I'm in love with him. I don't know what to do."

I was ruining my makeup by crying. "Let's get you to bed."

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I woke up with a massive headache. What the hell happened last night

"Finally you're awake." I looked around. It was the same room I was in when I passed out a while back

Why am I in Riddle's dorm? Again.

"What happened?" My vision was blurry. I rubbed my eyes to make them clear

"You got drunk. You were crying in front of everyone." He says

"Of course I was." I tried getting up but I was too weak

"Careful. You wouldn't want to fall, again."

Again? What the hell does that mean

"What do you mean by again?" I say really confused

He rolled his eyes at me. "Your friends were trying to help you, taking you back to your dorm. But you were too drunk to even walk. You embarrassed yourself and your friends last night. But anyways. You fall down a couple steps and were crying like a baby. Everyone walked away not trying to help, even that guy you were dancing with. I helped your friends by carrying you to my room."

I was in disbelief. Never again. I'm never gonna get that drunk again

"You fell off the bed last night as well. I even took you to the bathroom cause you have to throw up."

Hold UP! Why is he helping me! AGAIN!?

Nope I can't be delusional. But still, why was he helping me!? This is actually very scary to think about. But I should not overthink it. I don't want to be delusional like some girls

"Well thank you for helping. But I should leave." I tried getting up but my legs hurt. But I needed to ignore it. I needed to get out of here

"You can't leave yet. I mean. Your friends are coming soon and they wanted me to watch you."

He stuttered a bit. Wait Tom Riddle stuttering!? Pfff since when?? Well this is surprising

"I think I'll be fine. Now goodbye." He grabbed me by my arm. I felt butterflies fly all over my stomach

I felt my body get hot, in a good way. I looked up at him. Nope I can't be doing this. He's a hoe. He was kissing another girl last night. Nope I ain't doing this bullshit

"I said that you can't leave. Now sit your ass down." He tone went from being soft to cold in a second. I got scared so I walked back over to the bed

I got chills. But that was so hot. What am I thinking. I shouldn't be thinking about things like this. He's not worth my time and energy. I just need to focus on myself and not on him. He's irrelevant. I don't need him in my life. Like what he said, I should get out of his life, for good..