In Love With Him

Chapter Twelve

Tom's POV:

Tutoring Eleanor is very different from the others. Maybe because she's the only person who's older than the others. Something about her, makes me wanna do things that I would go to prison for

She drives me insane sometimes. She makes me wanna stalk her every movement. When she's sleeping, eating, with her friends, and all of the above

I don't care if she has a boyfriend. She belongs to me. Her body, everything she owns, and most importantly her. She's mine. No one else's

I'll make sure to get rid of her stupid boyfriend. Then, she'll be mine forever. And I know just how to get rid of him. He won't see it coming

Eleanor is different then the other girls. Most are afraid and others are crushing on me

But that girl. She's something different. She's like a drug that I would want to take for the rest of my life. She's beautiful, intelligent most of the time, and most importantly, special. Very special

I want her. Only her. No one else but her. I'll do whatever it takes to make sure she falls for me. I'll make sure she'll be my little puppet.

I walked to my dorm. It was dark, quiet, just how I like it. I absolutely hate being here but if i never came, I wouldn't have met Eleanor

Finally, I reached my room. Just when I was about to close my door, Draco came in, half asleep

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"I was waiting for you." He yawned. His eyes looked puffy and red. Was he smoking? He wouldn't do that

"Go back to bed. You need to sleep. We can talk in the morning."

"But I have something for you. It's from my father, address to you." He handed me an envelope

I opened the envelope. Maybe there were news about my father. I don't want to get my hopes up. I read the letter. They still haven't found him.. There were no signs of him. I don't know if he's alive or dead. It's whatever, I'm not gonna be worrying about this right now

"Did they found him yet?

"No. Not yet. But you should go. It's late."

"Right. Night." He left

I clenched my fist, slammed on my desk. I threw all of my things on the floor. I punched my closet door. I ended up breaking it

I could feel my veins throbbing in my hand. "How did these idiots not find him yet!" I shouted to myself

"I'm going to kill all of them if they don't find him."

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"Tom? Wake up." I opened my eyes. It was Draco

"Why were you sleeping on the floor? And what happened to your room?"

I stood up to see what he meant. I trashed my room. The closet door was broken, papers all over the floor, pages from books tore up. Almost everything was damaged from last night

"I'll clean this later. I have to go and continue tutoring the Weasley girl."

After putting on my uniform, I left the Slytherin common room. I waited by the library for the Weasley girl

Once again, she was late. I saw her at the end of the hallway running towards me

"Sorry I'm late. I overslept again."

"Like I said before. I don't want to hear excuses. Let's just get this over with."

We both walked into the library. We sat down where we were last night

We didn't say anything to each other, she just went straight to work

I was grading some work from other students. Good thing I didn't ripped these last night. I should probably forget about that

I looked to my side to see what Weasley girl was doing on her work. It seem like she was doing just fine

I realize she had messy hair and mismatch shoes. She can be so dumb sometimes. It's actually pretty cute. Ugh what am I thinking. She's a blood traitor

"I think I'm done. Can you check how I did?" She handed me the paper

I looked over the work. Everything looked fine. She had some mistakes but other than that it was good but it wasn't great

"Study more." Was all I said to her. She sigh and continued working

"I don't think you noticed, but you have mismatch shoes." I say not even looking back at her

I continue to grade work, until I look beside me. She stopped working completely. She had her head down on the table. I didn't say anything and only grab her work sheet

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After I finished grading everything, I started grading hers. She only did worse then the first time

"Seems like you're only doing worse Weasley."

"Yeah I know. I don't need you to remind me all the time." She responded

It was quiet for a minute, until she asked me something

"Why did you kiss me that night?" She asked

I was surprised she could even ask me that. But I didn't have an answer for her

"I was just dumbfounded when you did that. I want to let you know that I have a boyfriend and I don't want anything to do with you. I just think we should only stick with you tutoring me and only that. So please don't ever do that again or I'll have to let him know." She stated

"I only kissed you cause you were being annoying. Kissing you was the only way to make you quiet. I hate you and don't want to do anything with you. You're an annoying, timid, hideous, feeble little bitch." I exposed

She looked stunned. There were some tears slowly forming in her eyes. She looked anguished and disappointed

"I have to go." She left instantly. I grabbed the work I've been grading the whole time, and left the library. I went back to my dorm and stayed there

I completely forgot that I ruined my room. I grabbed the books that were on the floor and put them back on the shelves. I need to start controlling my temper. But I just feel like it's only going to get worse instead of better

My whole life, I've been by myself. I've been alone for a long time. Sometimes I wonder how I'm still here, living. There's no point. I shouldn't be here. There's so much hatred in me, it's only growing more, each day

This hatred I have is ruining me. It's ruining everything I have. I lost everything. It's only going to grow more. One day, I'll end up being like my father. No one doesn't even know what I'm truly going through. But it's better that way. Sometimes I like being alone. I'll be fine by myself..