Wendigo rising ✔️

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While I was in my cell awaiting my serial murder trial I was finally given some books to read as well as today's news paper! It turned out that my not so fair village on the Métis reservation was at peace with me or at all any peace as that someoneone else had disappeared around the village area! I was going to tell some one but I knew that that would just kick out some dirt some more! So I looked at the books I was going to read, Scott Turow and Some John Grisham as well Stephen kings ( I never like Stephen king). I shuttered at the Stephen king books, as my father used to read them! I was more into law books even as a kid! My father thought that I was a sissy for that! He usually got into fights!

Then I ended up reading more of the article on the disappearance everyone started to say that they were out casting me from the reservation for what I had done! Then I saw the name Jackie, my mom! She was sing that I was now shunned from the house and was not welcome.....even going so far to call me mackiavelien and psychopathic, for killing the mother of my love child! A great sin!

When I was done with the paper I crumpled it up and started to go into the legal thrillers! That was the only thing close to law books that they had. It was harsh reality that I was dealing with! How I wish to see her in my dreams but all I see is this cryptid! And it was starting meld into my delusional mind, was it real! Was I starting get wendigo syndrome

Wendigo Psychosis
This is a rare condition in which individuals start to crave human flesh even when other food is in supply. Interactions with people suffering from this condition may have contributed to the legend of the Wendigo. This mental illness is very similar to Cabin Fever and Isolationism, and sufferers often describe being influenced by an external malevolent force.
However recent research has cast doubt on Wendigo Psychosis being a factual disorder and thus the term is falling out of use, though is still a common fictional trope.

That was what I read when I was reading up on the wendigo on villains wiki when I had access to the internet! This thing was believed to be around since the white man came and it only struck during severe rural winters! And this winter was the worst for my little village! That being said, I know that I did not have this! But what if the creature that started the condition....... Was actually really or that someone actual had the mental illness!

Either way the killings were continuing night by night! It was starting to depress me really! But in the bowls of my mind that I was trying to climb out of, had swallowed me whole in its darkness! I was remeber that I started crying for no fucking reason and that I was emotionally crippled! I was getting to the point that I was not feeling any emotion.

I remember that I was going to get lunch and my cell mate said something about the wendigo! I was talking glee into attacking him! For the first time in my greif I was turning into the psychopath that everyone wanted me to be! But after the fact escaped my mouth was, " noooooo, noooooo!" I had killed another human! That being said I started to cry at the throught.

I must tell you the hatred that was building up inside me was like the Ebola virus that it took over everything in my body and killing me inside! But it was not ebola it was hatred and dark emotions!

When I looked up from my dead cell mate I had seen the very creature that was causing me such tourment!

"You......killed!" Said the wendigo."

"Because if you! If it weren't for you I'd be a husband and father of the loving nature! Now I am crazed and hardened.....you devil!" I said with a few choice words!

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That was the night that I had the dream!