Wendigo rising ✔️

Part 3: 46

When  I met Lilly I was in a bad place in my life!  I was drinking and carrying on because I saw the wendigo.   I was at the psych ward and she was there in one of my groups as she was also a patient but she was also a pre-med for forensic pathology!   She was being treated for schizophrenia and she seemed sweet to me.   She looked like a young agent Scully!   Sounded like her but much nicer!  We sat together in each group!  She would hold my mane and started looking at me flirtatiously.   I never thought that a  tough guy like  would melt at the same someone else.  She seemed so sweet!

We could not be happier but also we could not be alone at the time!   So I when I was discharged and felt better I was given her number and her picture that said on that the back "remember me!  Xoxo!"

I loved this girl!  I wanted to text her asap!  But then I found that latter that night I saw she texted me!

Johnny I was at groups all day....good news I am being released tomorrow! Would you like to meet?

I did not think she would be texting me!

Yes I'd like to meet  you, sweetie....doyou mind if I call you that!

The next text said she would like to kiss me!  This was going to be the first time I had a genuine kiss!  I made out before but this time I was going to be real.   Hell I been wanting to make love to her since she held my hand!   I am 20, she 19.    Little did I know that she was a genius as well! 

The next morning I tried to find some good clothing for the afternoon date!  But I could not find anything but a marylin Manson shirt and some ripped jeans!  I slicked my hair back and started to head out!

When I got there she was there dressed in a nice sun dress and she was smiling as if she had a crush on me! 

"Hey!" I said! " you look nice!"

"Thanks, I like Marylin Manson too!" She said.  "Come with me!"  She led me into an alley!

"I thought ......" I said.

"We finally have some time to our selves!"  She said and started to make out.  "Come on make with me!"

She kissed me tenderly, I held her close to me and I wanted to be with her.   She wanted to as well I can tell by her voice.

"Your tattoos are sexy!" She said to me smiling and kissing me!

"I want to love you?" I said and told her the she was lovely!  "Would you like to live with me?!"

"Yes!"

"Do you want to go for a coffee!"  I also asked!

"I'd like to be with you here." She said.

When I realized that I wasn't just romantically and emot attracted to her! But also physically.  Her lips on mine they were soft.  The love that I felt was blossoming fast and naturally.   At this time we started borderline making love!  I wanted to cherish her......there was something about ther that I did not want to drink again..... that was a since to my roommate that I was finding my twin flame!   He was into this new age shit!   Sometimes I think he need to be check as well as I did not believe in that!

"Who is she!" Jack said.

"Well she is with me now."  I said. And I introduced Lilly to him.  Lilly started putting up walls on him too!   I had to get my  own place....he also driving her nuts.

"I don't like hippies," she said.

"Me either!" I said.  She started to giggle and kiss me."