Wendigo rising ✔️

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The idea that something was watching me finally had subsided for now. And I was able to go about my usual business the idea of just living my life the way I should've been living it in the first place was good enough for me and I was happy. And when I was happy, Justice was happy as well because she was very much in love with me I am pretty sure she was an empath. That being said, I was happy to be around, but I was still a little fearful of the thing that was at the corner of my eye. But I was much more happier now than I was before. It was very hard for me to deal with the idea  of the wendigo! Some thing that was supposed to be in Canada come in the united! Doesn't the United States usually have skin walkers?! Maybe that was what I saw! But the smell of raw was enough for me a note that it was not a skin walker!

When I was finally relaxed Justice worries subsided!   She would squeeze my hand and say "come baby make love to me!"   Go she looked so beautiful in the moonlight that was spilling into my room.  When ever she climaxed she looked even more desirable and I would go to that state next!   The. She started to cry for no reason.

When I asked the problem she said that she wasn't always perfect!

"A family member wrong me in the deepest way!" She said!

"That led me to be have substance problems and a mild ED! I was when in a bad place even though I hide my problems and when to school.....this still haunted me"

"I still having the nightmares!  It will haunted me more the alien abduction!" She said!

She kissed me and went to get a glass of milk and started to drinking after she said that she felt safe with me (or anything else) in her life!  She came backed to bed and started to make love to me!  The loving was intense and emotional......I couldn't keep up with her! We did this all night it was intense, emotional and loving.   I wanted to be the father of her our love child should that happen....god I hope that will help happen for my I would love to be a father!

The next morning she realized that she was late on her cycle!  She was crying again! I did not if those were tears of joy or sorrow!   When I realized that they're both sadness and joy I realized she was in a rock and a hard place.

"I can not believe this happened!" She said.  "This goes against my parent strick catholic up bringing!"

I did not hold judgement against her but I was in love  and that was what mattered!      I was hoping that I could be the father of our love child!

I asked her if she was going to keep the baby she said yes that she wanted to me a mother!  I rejoiced with the throught we would be a nomadic family.   But she still wanted better with this child!

When it came to to the appointments I was most happy during the gender reveal!  It was a boy who we were going to johnnie Edgar Hoover Jean.    She seemed happy when she realized that she was going to be carrying my son.  Though she never showed in body she was pregnant from that one of our love making sessions! She wanted to go back to bank robbing to help the kid be better!    The only thing was when she went into 3 trimester she started having her monthly cycles again slowly but surely!

Something was wrong!  I would never no what happened to my son, our love child......she stated she had an abortion - this was the first big lie and the only lie she told.  She said that she gave johnnie up For the adoption when she retracted!

I just had to know.....so for the first time I had to consult with a polygraph examiner and gave him the 4 questions that I wanted answered!

The one question she failed at was the abortive quesrion! 

She would not talk to me for the next few nights!