English Kisses II L.N.

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The other few races went brutal for us. Max got 4 podiums and 3 of them were P1. Which leaded to us being first in the constructors and Max leading in the drivers championship. We have improved our car a lot from the beginning of the year. I can say the car was totally flying on the track. I think I got well with the team and the bond that I and Max have is getting better. But not in the romantic way. Actually we speak to each other more. More than "Hello" or speaking in the team radio.

The team from outside must look great but from the inside. My fa-. Christian is being inspected by FIA. It can cause a lot of problems if he leaves. Daniel, my grandpa? He is living his best life since my grandma,Amelia died. I kinda bought him a new car. So he can drive to shop and then his back won't hurt. But there were a lot more reasons I bought him the car. He deserves everything in the world. And also he is the last family member I have.

In the air was also laying one big question mark. Me and Lando. Nothing happened since that night. You know the feeling when you lock yourself so your feelings don't get hurt again. That was me. I feel really vulnerable when I talk about my feelings. Since he left I haven't touched any other men. This pain he caused me was messing with me. I was actually avoiding Lando. After that one kiss I wasn't so sure my feelings for him were gone. that was my biggest nightmare. Don't get me wrong I loved him with my all heart but the pain he caused me. No thank you.

Our not speaking was now on 5 weeks streak. I know I act like a total child but one thing came back to my life as we don't talk. Peace. Yeah I was so happy when I find out that Lando worked in F1 and that I could finally see him after 15 years? But those things that happened with him are giving me weird feeling.

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I was now getting ready for party. I was already late which is like a habit for me. We were now partying in Monaco. Max has won the GP. Checo DNF because he slipped into the barier. How ironic I used the word slipped. Actually he just crashed to it. Hopefully he wasn't going somehow fast. But I have to be fast bc Max will leave without me. YES. We are going in the same car. STOP LAUGHING. I put my heels on, they were in the same color as my cocktail dress. Black. What a shocker.(hahaaha I am so funny I know. im not😇)

We arrived to the club. The music was pretty loud as we could hear it outside the club. We stepped inside and you know what caught my attention? TEQUILA SHOTS!!! "I'm going to the left now, you know tequila can't wait."

For response he nodded his head. But what surprised me was him walking with me and having some himself. Are we going crazy tonight? HELL YEEEEEES! We had few more and then we headed to dancing floor. Some girl took his attention so I danced alone. I danced alone the half of my life.

But then someone's hands appeared on my waist. I actually didn't mind. We danced a bit and I didn't even know that I this was my first time enjoying white girl music. But then everything stopped as I heard the voice that I wish I didn't know that good.

"Hands off my girl, bastard."