Its been a month since summer started. I've been thinking about him and I wonder if he thinks about me too. I miss talking with him, I miss our laughs together, I miss hanging out with him, I miss him.
May 13, 2024
3:00 am:
"Kamusta ka na? We've been distant for a while. You good? Naiisip mo din ba ko?
HAHAHAHHAHHA syempre hindi. Sino ba naman ako para isipin mo? Ako oo, iniisip kita. Miss ko na tawanan natin and i hate it. Ayokong isipin na miss na kita. Miss na kita, pero hindi like yung in a crush way. Miss na kita in a friendship way, miss ko na yung times na pinapakita mo sa akin yung mga books mo, miss ko na yung times na tatabihan kita tas mag uusap tayo abt random things, miss ko na yung tumatawa lang tayo sa wala, basta miss ko lang yung mga little moments natin haha."
I shut my phone down and sighed. I'm so pathetic for this. Well not as pathetic as before. I still remem bb er the day of prom where I was watching everyone having fun including him; dancing with his crush. How pathetic I was for realizing a tear fell out of my eye, I was crying HAHAHAAHHA. Who am I for crying because of that?
March 16, 2024
4:15 am:
"I saw how flustered you we're when dancing with her, you look happy. Why did I even do this for you? Why did I help you dance with her?
Pero anong magagawa ko? Masaya ka and yun yung importante. Basta you feel happy kaya kong i-set aside nararamdaman ko sayo. Sabi nga naman "if you really love them, you have to let them go." Kahit wala namang tayo sge lang. Bwiset na to."
I never expected myself to be this pathetic.
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