Between us • 𝖠 𝖤𝗅𝗅𝗂𝖾 𝖶𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗂𝖺𝗆𝗌 𝖥𝖺𝗇𝖿𝗂𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 (Ellie Williams x female oc)

𝟒𝟕

❥ 𝐭𝐰 - 𝖽𝗋𝗎𝗀𝗌, 𝖻𝖺𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗍
𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅 𝗂𝗆 𝗉𝗎𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖻𝖼 𝗂 𝖿𝖾𝗅𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗀𝖾𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗅

𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞

I want to make something clear-  no, I didn't expect this is how my night was going to go.

And yes I should've known that my chances for a relapse quadrupled as soon as I opened that fucking door, but hooking up with my ex?
It's a new low, given the fact that I have a girl waiting for me, a girl that I would kill for, a girl I would live for, and I've completely wasted it.

In my defense, I'm fucked up. Like completely, one hundred percent out of it, and If I weren't, I never would've touched this girl again.

It wasn't bad though, the high I mean.

I knew this was a bad thing, and it is going to suck tomorrow when I realize it, but for now, I'm on cloud fucking nine, brain turned the fuck off, and I can feel everything.

I can feel her tongue in my mouth, her hands in my hair, and her pussy wrapped around my fingers.

She was warm. Soft. And if I kept my eyes closed, she was her.

𝐒𝐤𝐲

As of 6 minutes ago, it had been a full 24 hours since I've last heard from Ellie.

Now, normally, that wouldn't be a big deal because communication was never her strongest attribute, but after how that call ended, I just felt it.

That something- like a cricket chipping beneath the floorboards, but no matter how many planks you rip up, you can't find the source of that annoying fucking sound.

It was eating at me, and at first I was good at hiding it, but abby knew.
All day she tried keeping me busy, whether it was going to the gym, getting food or just keeping me engaged with conversations.

She's a good friend- a good person.

I wish she'd just stop.

Any other time, I'd be grateful for having someone like her, but for once I needed someone to be straightforward with me, but maybe that's my fault since the last time she tried, I basically told her to fuck off.

I was in the passenger seat, Abby behind the wheel, driving back to campus after a late night gas station stop for snacks since she was hell bent on a horror movie marathon- definitely has nothing to do with the fact I'm so obviously loosing my fucking mind even if I was keeping quiet about it.

I was looking down at my phone, rereading through all my sent texts to Ellie that had stopped turning blue sometime around when my calls were being sent straight to voicemail.

Did her phone die? And if that's the case, why hasn't she charged it?

Broken maybe?

"Hello~" Abby said, singing slightly but more out of annoyance, and waved her hand in front of my face before turning the volume down on the radio.

"Huh?"

She gave me a look, the kind of look that was half way between concern and irritability, "Did you hear me? I said I think we should start with the scream movies since you haven't seen them."

"Yeah, sure." I sighed, and started to type on the keyboard, "Sounds good, Abs." I was absent from Abby, which isn't fair to her, she's my friend, and has proven herself to be a great one, and I can't say I've been the same for her.