𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭(lovertation fanfiction)

All my flowers grew back as throns

Rep:
  What a wonderful Tuesday morning, i woke up to my dad yelling at my mom because he didn't find his favorite mug or something like that,for a few minutes i just tried  to block out the noises,but i heard crying and sobbing so i went down the kitchen. My father was about to hit my mother, but when he saw me standing in front of him, he suddenly acted as if nothing happened.
-Rep darling, don't you know where my favorite mug is?-he says in a nice voice
-The black one?
-Yes
-I last saw it in the dishwasher.
-Thank you
You see, it wouldn't have been a difficult      task-he says this to my mother while he looks at her with a nasty look and pushes her out of the way

After this accident i ran back to my room and I cried for about half an hour,but i had to get ready for school  so I put on some dark makeup and I chose a comfortable black jeans with a basic black top.
I don't try to make people like me anymore, everyone thinks I'm a lonely, jerky girl who will beat you up if you talk to her, but honestly, why would I be happy when I wake up to my dad yelling and terrorizing us all the time??Ughh nevermind.

I met with 1989 in front of the school, who immediately hugged me.She's the only one who always hugs me,actually she's my best friend so she obviously noticed that I was crying
-Rep,what's wrong?-1989
-Nothing-i said
-I know you're lying,i know you too well
-Ugh,my dad,he was in a bad mood
-What happened?
-He-
I couldn't finish the sentence because then red, folklore, and speak now joined us
-Good morning guys-red said
-Good morning to you too
-You look sad today Rep-folklore
-Lover is the reason?-speak now joked
-Very funny speak now, let's leave lover out of this
-Okay

And as soon as we entered the classroom I saw lover.
Lover is very popular at school,she's kind and nice to everyone and also she was the first to come out as gay.
She was talking to Midnights and Fearless,she didn't even look at me.
I dont know what is her problem,she was the closest person to me and she just broke the connection between us when i got a bf

Lover:
The first class was bio and when Rep walked in I would have liked to stare at her for hours,but instead of this i looked away and tried to  convince myself that I don't like her anymore.She have a bf,she likes boys,not me.
I gave her clear signs, but she didn't notice, so I rather try to hate her and push her away as much as I can
Seriously?A boyfriend? I thought she was gay for a long time, but it seems I was wrong