𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭(lovertation fanfiction)

Begging for forgiveness

Dear reader
Never take advice from someone who's falling apart but darling darling please don't forget me.Love me until I love myself I can't help but feel somewhat like my body marred my soul.You should find another Guiding light

Now the house was empty,only the two of them remained.Folklore tried to tidy up the kitchen since it was almost evening.She's the sibling.She's the one who cleans up at the end of the day,who helps when their parents ask,who's a great student with perfect grades,who's silent and she always obeys.On the other hand,Evermore,who has always been a debauchee.Troubles in high-school,she has just been admitted to the university,but only because their dad is influential in the school.She's the type of person who doesn't introduce herself to the parents.But she's smart enough to know not to ruin her life,so she doesn't use drugs and stuff.She's determined and has her limits.

While her sister washed the dishes she cut the ingredients for dinner and put some pasta in the hot water,a pretty quiet but usual silence stood between them.
"You really like her,don't you?"Eve spoke with a kind smile on her face
"I don't know what do you mean"Lorie gave her a similar forced smile
"The girl with those unnatural curls,I'm damn sure it took so long to make them every morning " she referred to Speak Now
"Reputation?"She tried to pretend like she doesn't understand
"No silly,the smaller girl,who came earlier than the others,she wore a pastel purple tank top"she explained
"Oh,Speak Now,she's my friend"she didn't notice but she blushed hard
"So who is all this effort for?"she stopped cutting the onion for a second to look into her eyes"
"Nobody I just wanted to feel pretty today "
"You're always pretty Lorie don't worry "
It felt so good to hear those words from Evermore's mouth
She moved closer and sat on the counter
"Hey,don't be too stressed,just ask her out,I'm sure she likes you"
"Easy for you too say,everyone falls in love with you easily "she rolled her eyes
"I was a nerd when I was your age"she says and laughs when she remembers that time of her life
"Really?"
"Yes,God i looked so lost,I had my first girlfriend when I was 18"
Now they both laugh and enjoy their sister moment
"Thanks Eve"
"You're welcome Lorie,I'll always be by your side don't forget that "
"Same things to you "
"Now I have to go"She grabs her keys and jumps off the counter ready to go
"Wait where are you going,it's 8pm"
"Hang out session with a friend,see you later"at this point she already stepped out of the door
"Sure....a friend"Folklore yelled after her

Evermore and Red,sitting next to each other,looking at the sky,watching the stars around them.
With the right person no need to speak, the connection of the two of them says the words instead of them.
Eve's hand on her thigh ,squeezing it softly,but Red's reaction was different,she turned her head away not even looking into the amber eyes which were full of admiration
"What's wrong hon?"
"Nothing"Red said in a low voice,cold and dry
"I can tell something is bothering you ,what's on your mind?"
"Do you really like me or you're just bored and I was there?"Now she faced her with an angry gesture
"What?"confusion appeared on her face
"I love you ,of course I love you?You no longer love me?tears,tears in her eyes
"That's the problem Eve,I love you and it's ruining my life"
"Am I ruining your life?"
"Not you,the hiding,I'm tired,we're always here,in your stupid car,or in the forest,never in public ,are you ashamed?I hear from everyone that you're not a person of serious relationships,so it's hard to believe this is real"
"Please don't do this,things changed lately,this is what I want,you're who I want,please don't leave me"pain and tears broke her heart
"I'll prove it's real"
"How?"
"Let me meet with your parents as their daughter's girlfriend "
"That's crazy,what about Lorie's feelings?I feel bad for her"
"You can ask them not to tell her but I beg for you now,don't leave me,let me get used to what a real relationship feels like"
Red hold her hand and pulled her closer,her forehead met with hers and they lips connected,melting into each other's skin
After a few minutes they pulled back to catch their breath .

"Damn,my mom'll kill me if she finds out you're 8 years older than me "
They chuckled and stepped into the living room holding hands .
"Hi,I'm home"Red yelled to her parents
"Babe I'm nervous what if they don't like me?"Eve mumbled shyly
"They'll love you"
With that they entered the kitchen where her mom and dad prepared for dinner
"Hi sweetheart "Red's dad introduced her daughter with excitement when she noticed the girl next to her
"Oh hey,you seem to be one of her friends,nice to meet you"
"No,dad,she's Evermore" there was a moment where everyone just looked at each other trying to guess who was the girl
"Eve,she's my girlfriend"
Her parent's jaw dropped ,Red never brought a girl home .
"I'm greatful for the meeting Sir"they shook their hands but her mom simply pulled her into a hug .
"Sorry honey,we're not mad or anything,we're really understanding and supportive we're just surprised,Red never talked about girls before.
Go,sit down dinner will be ready soon"

The rest of the dinner was paceful and entertaining,they asked questions and talked,they absolutely liked Evermore,she was confident tho.
"And how old are you?Do you go to the same school?Are you classmates?"
Red's face turned into literally red and she grabbed her girlfriend's hand harder than before while Evermore just giggled
"No Miss,this is my last year at university,I'm 24 actually "
"WHAT?That's an 8 years age gap "her dad swallowed the water he was drinking "
"Y'all can't sleep together "
"Dad..."
"I said what I said"
"She has to go back to university next week,we won't see each other all week"
Red looked at them trying to manipulate her father
"I trust you sweetie,you're mature"her mom said
"The door must be open"-Red's dad
"Fine"

That's what they needed,each other's company ,cuddling and lying next to each other.

Meanwhile 1989's room was boring and her bed was empty,just her,lying on it,listening to slow depressing music.
The voice from her headphones stopped
A notification

Midnights:lemme in,itsss cold outside
1989:bad for you
Midnights:plss nine,wanna tty
1989:where are you?
Midnights:in front of your window
1989:wtf
Midnights:cmon

1989 opened her window,and let the completely soaked girl in,her hair was wet,the water dripped from her bangs down her cheeks,ruining the makeup so black eyeshadow and mascara coloured the skin around her eyes
"I'm listening "
"I'm sorry okay?What I did was terrible and I wanna make it up to you "
"Wowww,so convincing thank you Midnights now I feel better after terrorising me in the fucking bathroom "-sarcasm
The taller girl knelt before her ,begging for forgiveness with dizzying bambi eyes.
"Sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry"
1989's mind wandered from the sight,a dominant girl with huge big dick energy kneeling in front of her and apologising.
It was bad giving her forgiveness but no way that there's a person on earth who could stand against her attractiveness .
Midnights pressed her lips to her upper thighs where her strong grip had left a mark
before.
"I'm so sorry"
"How sorry are you?"
Now the lips were on 1989's lips ,she could taste the raindrops as they ran down to where they connected .
"Really really "
"Show me"
The kis heated,Midnights's tongue danced on her tongue moaning into her mouth
"Maybe I can forgive you"
"I'll be so good to you 1989 I promise"
She hold her close to her,one hand on the waist and one on the thigh when they started to walk to the bed.
She sat down
It was pretty late,around 11pm so 1989 wore her pyjamas,a baggy pants with an oversized shirt
Mid pulled her into her lap,smoothing the hair from 1989's face and rubbing her hand up and down on her back which gave her goosebumps.
She had to hold on to the stronger girl's shoulders because her balance gave up.Especially when she placed kisses on her cheeks,jawline,and neck,sucking the skin hard
"Why are you doing this again?"
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No I mean the hickeys"
"Marks on you,so that others can see that you're mine,only mine darling"after this silence 1989 gasped even more as she felt the open mouth kisses on her chest
"Take off your pants"
"W-why?"
"Trust me,you have to take it off to feel me"
She obeyed and sat back on one of her thighs
Midnights's hands wandered to her hips,instructing her to move forward and backward
She touched her center with her fingers but didn't stimulate her,only tortured her.
"That feels good Mid"
"I know,but remember,I won't fuck you"She raised her fingers to her mouth,licking the wetness from them and smirking at Nine.
"Keep going hon,ride my thigh"
Her moanings filled the room and she tilted her head back,her whole body shook because she couldn't take all of the pleasure
The girl under her noticed she couldn't hold it anymore so she put her palm on 1989's mouth to keep her quiet when she released with her eyes rolling back.
When she managed to return to reality,she snuggled up to Midnight's body,wrapping her arms around her
"Are you using me for my body?"
"No
I want to love you,but that's not for me"

Fuck me to death,love me until I love myself