Reputation and Lover were best friends, but after they were separated, both of their lives took a turn for the worse. A good person in a bad time or a bad person in a good time?
Dreams.Silly little scenarios that our brains create in the middle of the night when we are on a higher level. Sometimes strange alternative dimensions,sometimes lovely heart-warming moments and sometimes people who make us feel sick or want to throw up when we wake up from the nightmare,sweating.People we don't wanna see,who we're not interested in,but they reach us in our dreams.
Reputation's room is dark and cold.Poison green walls with posters of her favourite singers,pictures with her friends making the burly atmosphere feel more homey.Black furniture with a black carpet in the middle.Vintage-style candles with wax running down them everywhere and making a completely surreal aesthetic with the green lights here and there.A vinyl player on her desk instead of school stuff and books on the shelf like "A good girl's guide to murder" or "Seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo". At the moment she's sleeping pacefully in the king-sized black bed covered with the matching dark sheets (her room kinda looks like this)
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It's like her mind is playing with her under her eyelids.The thoughts come from a creepy thrilling place God knows why.The same memory flashing in her imagination,colored a little.Dean standing in front of her.His big frame covers the light at the end of the tunnel.He hurts her just like her dad hurts a weak poor woman because men never change,they take away what they need.
They're creatures of instinct so if you're ever in a situation where you have to choose between a man and a bear choose the bear.Maybe it'll kill you but the bear does it for the food,a man tortures your soul and mutilates your body for pleasure.It's better to feel sharp teeth in your flesh than to have a smug smile as your last sight before the endless darkness.
Her body tenses,she shakes from the feeling of such a painful memory,she sweats and thrashes ,her teeth grind as she shouts loudly for help. She feels vulnerable in her nightmare as Dean touches her body like he owns her,and changes her perspective about freedom.His fingerprints are like scorching fire on her skin and his voice is like terrible gunshots. Repeating again and again until it becomes an urge to ran away and hide from the world forever
This is the point where Rep wakes up with tears rolling down her cheeks,she's terrified and confused but rather traumatised.Trying to catch her breath but the panic takes over the control and her chest raises faster gasping for air but the oxygen hits like something that doesn't even exist.Her hands are shaking and the view of the body the boy had spoiled just makes her feel lost and hopeless. Before passing out she grabs her phone and call the one who helped her when she needed a lifesaver.
It's late,2:30 ,she's sure Lover's asleep by now but she lives for the hope of it all. The phone rings a few times before someone picks it up. "Rep it's 2am you pulled me out of my deep sleep phase,why did you call me?"she mutters half asleep and turns over in bed "Lov" Rep's voice is full of despair "Are you okay?" now Lover is worried and she forgets about sleeping after hearing Reputation's shaking voice "No I'm not" "What's wrong?"she sits up on her bed "His aura Lover,I feel him everywhere and I can't handle it anymore,I want to give up because I don't wanna live with this" "I don't understand Rep,what happened?" "I have dreams about him every night,Dean,and it's killing me" "Listen to me now and do what I tell you " her usually soft and kind voice is stern and commanding now "Grab a shirt,wet it and put it on the back of your head,then go to the window for some fresh air and drink the rest of the water,do it Rep,for me" "O-Okay,I'm standing in front of my window " "Put your hand on your chest and control your breathing,you have the control it's just playing with you" Rep stays silent for a few minutes,trying to focus on getting better "Are you still there sweetheart?Feeling better?" "I don't know,this whole thing is so fucked up" "Just trust me you'll be fine Wait a second Rep" "I'm waiting " Lover climbed out of her bed and walked over to the shelf to pick up her guitar and sat down with it in her hands Soon she started strumming and singing softly the familiar melody with her comfortable vocals And the world stopped for a minute "Just close your eyes,the sun is going down You'll be alright,no one can hurt you now Come morning light,you and I'll be safe and sound" "Thank you Lov,that helped a lot,it means so much to me" "Anytime darling,good night and sweet dreams " "Good night"
The next day at school
Everyone was tired or shy that day,Rep was extremely exhausted because of her frustrating dream,1989 was still shocked and disappointed by Midnight's attitude,Red missed her gf whom no one knew about,Speak Now just acted strange,and Folklore tried to get used to the mood.They looked at each other but no words,then Lorie finally broke the awkward silence. "So I was thinking about hanging out later ,wanna come?" "Where?"1989 asked gently "My place?My parents are working,and Eve's at the university so she won't be there " "When does she graduate from uni?"speak now asks and wonders while Red is trying to hide her blush from them,Evermore has an effect on her,even just if someone mentions her name "Soon,it's her finals so she's quite busy lately,I barely see her,you know,studying and stuffs" "Sounds boring"1989 notes "I'm pretty sure she's having fun,no doubt,I mean,she always liked this lifestyle,a lot of girls " "People sometimes change"Red says quietly but she's confident "Yeah,probably with the right person she'll change" "So Rep?What about you?"1989 asks because she noticed she zoned out "Oh yes I'm coming,great idea Lorie"
Red stepped out of the school and she started towards her home when a car slowed down next to her and rolled down the window It was Evermore,with a smirk,and playful look on her face "Hi baby,do you need a ride?" "Eve,what are you doing here?Lorie said you're at the university and studying hard" "Maybe or maybe not I chose spending time with my girl,so get in the car hon" Red comes closer and gives a peck on her lips making sure no one saw them "I can't go home with you,I have to write homework and after that I promised Folklore I'll come over and spend time with the girlies like we used to" "Sweetie,I finished high school years ago,look at me,I'm so smart I can write your homework and in that case you'll have time to cuddle with me" Red smiles at her and loses her mind,she finds really attractive that her girlfriend is so much older and Evermore is intelligent and mature but still counts fucking cool,and it makes her nervous,having a popular partner who has way too much exes "Nope babe not today,but I'll be free at the weekend if it works for you " "Ughhh,fine,but at least let me drive you home" "Okay ma'am"
Midnights tried to catch up with 1989 who was walking faster and faster on the road when she saw the girl looking at her "Nine,stop please,I can't walk that fast ,smoking fucked up my lungs I can't breathe I'm going to die" Midnights yelles gasping for air "What the hell do you want from me?Bullying again?Really Midnights?You ripped off my stupid skirt" "I'm sorry okay?I was high,weed makes me like this but I didn't mean to do this,I was a jerk" "Yes you're right,you're a jerk" "Forgive me" "Leave me alone I don't have time for your drama " "Where are you going ?" "To Lorie" "Woww I see,now you two use nicknames,so cute" "What?" "Are you about to have sex with her?" "You're crazy,we're friends,I don't wanna date her " "Okay good" "Bye" "No stop I wanna talk" But 1989 put on her headphones and she didn't even care to pay attention to the blushing girl
