Power or Death [editing]

Chapter 46.

The past 3 years have been hard, difficult, and painfully the same.

After the whole fluff incident, my mates and I fell into a routine that is mindnumbingly boring.

Ok, it's not boring. I have a fantastic life but something is missing.

Work is always at the top of the to-do list. We have split our time equally between the Kingdom and the Pack.

I have accepted, and obviously won, hundreds of challenges by females and males across both territories for my power and rank. I don't mind the fighting, tho. It reminds me that we are working towards our destiny.

As disheartening as it is, I have yet to bear any pups. All of my heats have been exceptionally disappointing. I mostly feel sorrow for my Alpha. Briggs has been on the edge this entire time. His body, wolf, and nature do not understand why an heir has not been conceived.

Angel tries to reassure me after every cycle that the pups that were previously lost, will return. At first, I hated hearing her say that. I thought that she was lying because they clearly weren't coming back. However, I have a theory and only time will tell if I am correct.

We are currently at the Pack.

Tonight we are going out to celebrate my 21st birthday. I am excited to be human legal! I plan to get extremely intoxicated and having my way with my men. It's not much of a change for what normally happens, but at least this time we are going out to the club.

Against my better judgment, I picked to go to Club 175.

'Darlin. Are you ok?' Briggs asks me as he walks up behind me and snakes her arms around my waist.

Looking at him in the mirror, I nod my head. 'Yes. I'm just thinking about what to wear. Would you like to pick out something for me?'

'I'll believe that half-truth you just told me. But I know your mind is somewhere else.' He says.

'Let us help.' Xave whispers as he gets on his knees and throws my leg over his shoulder. His warm wet mouth is instantly where I need to it the most. Deciding to surrender to the pleasure, I close my eyes and lean my head back onto Briggs' shoulder.

They are right, my mind is somewhere else. My mind is where it has been since we left the Great Hall, with Riley.

I haven't told my mates about the connection I still feel with him and the dreams that I have that seem to be visions of what he is going through.

The visions; that is why I have been drinking my weight in alcohol every few nights. The things my love has been going through are absolutely horrific.

Bring my focus back to the present, I notice that I am being double fucked by my mates. It feels so fucking good, I don't want it to end.

'More.' I moan.

Blessed was that morning when I got them both in my vagina, now that has become one of our favorite positions, when it's all of us.

Feeling both of their cocks slide against one another and through my walls, it's exhilarating. I am so full and so stretched, only one more cock would make this feel any better.

I can't help feeling like something has been missing all this time but I won't have to wait long to feel complete again.

Please, goddesses, please.

Snapped out of my thoughts, Briggs enters my ass and he is not being gentle at all.

'Fuck, darlin. You are so fucking tight. Does that feel good, love? Do your husbands know what you like?' Briggs growls in my ear as he squeezes my neck tighter.