His light in Darkness

Chapter eight

~Andre's pov~

I couldn't sleep at all last night I sat down in kitchen drinking thinking it will make me sleep but I was wrong a warm presence passed me and made me feel warm but then the feeling left in a blink of an eye.
I decided to take a bath to clean up myself, when I was done I came down wearing joggers shirtless. The doors were opened and I knew just then who it was,when will you ever knock,That will be when you start having sex with your wife he said.
It not as if I didn't crave her body next to mine I did but preferred not to show it,Well anyways I better go see Rennie then he left I knew I had to find out why she was crying and I could get those answers now but I would prefer Carl to tell me instead curiosity took the better part of me and I saw myself near her door I bent closer just enough for me to hear.
What happened you like you haven't sleep in awhile,Carl asked well maybe because I haven't she responded ,why though Carl said I had a reliving dream about how my mum died it traumatized me she said, I'm so sorry Carl said.
I guessed they hugged because then Carl asked her what was on her neck and she replied by saying um André came into my room to warn me not to cry and disturb him when I challenged him he pinned me to the wall and sucked on my neck she said okay was all he said he stood up and could hear footsteps so I entered my room.Just for Carl to enter and say I heard what you did deep down I know you care, she's slowly breaking the wall you built to cover all your emotions years ago,Stop saying rubbish I said,Anyways her mum died years ago looks like there's more to her past he said.
Well who cares my mum died right before me because of my Dad killed her I said, I'm sure hers traumatized her for years there's more to her pain and I'll find out he said and left. Could he be falling for her,he knows better not to mess with anything that's mine,Did I just refer to her as mine I wasn't thinking straight again she has poisoned my mind.
I changed to a white button long sleeved shirt and a black trousers and shoes and left I needed a drink at some point and went to a bar that had been owned by me I bought it to spite Carl and it worked at least I get free drinks whenever I want I took a bottle of tequila and chugged it down not caring if it caused a sensation in my throat I took half of it and asked for Vodka and this time it was poured into a shot and I took that and demanded for more the bartender was slow in giving me the shots so I took the bottle and decided to pour it myself time past on and I gradually became drunk I called a driver to take me home but I carried whiskey with me ,drinking it from the bottle I got home and I went upstairs to Verena's room.