Is this love or obsession I'm feeling?
Is the future we're planning ours or just another story left for nothing?
But I guess, we have to keep guessing.
You are my existence, my peace and solace
I found myself dependent in your presence
My everything was in you
The way you talk, the way you express your thoughts and the way I like you, you are the love of my life, my first.
The talk and lies which keeps you awake
The sorrow and sea of thinking needs to break
How could you manipulate the ones you once await.
Breaking boundaries but yours is a masterpiece.
In your silence, my mind think with a million reasons
Cover with dark clouds but rain falls in these cheeks
I'm compliance in your presence
That made me took it for granted.
Updated with what you do but lost in what you really felt
Thankful for everything but drowned in overthinking
The way you love me, the way I love you has it decay?
Bring me back and don't hold back coz' this time I'll have your back.
Do you believe in love?
For I am a sample of paradox
And you are my POV
I love you even when I am lost.
Loving and hating must they collide?
Loving you is hard, must I die?
Hating is not an option but I can try?
Believing in something but down I fly.
Lost in translation leads to misunderstanding
Love the way you handle all these misleading,
Please handle me with care for I don't dear
I want this to last, well you be my last?
