Got you!" Oh yes! Karma hits you real hard. It looks like your the paasa one and his the umaasa one. Maybe, just maybe, it is true? Haaaaays, it's so confusing.
Why? Why did you change so much? The gap of physical and emotional change are just increasing and going stronger. What happened? Why have you change?
You lack sleep, you lack interest on people who are close to you, you lack self confidence, you feel tired all the time, you became lazy! Tell me, why?
You we're confused right? But what does its consequence? Your pain. Great pain you feel right now, right here in your closed-wall heart!
But then again, was he to be blamed? Does she have to feel that pain? Does she deserve it? Do both of them deserve it? That pain they're feelong right now. No, of course not.
She saw him and he was happy. She thought to her self, I should not disturb him---them. I must be happy for them, for him, and for myself. Pretending, that's what she's excellent at.