Hi everyone! I'm baaaaaaack for how many months I've got to post another poem of mine hihi. I hope you'll like like it.
I am not the type of person which thoughts, are filled with suicidal thoughts.
I am more on the positivity and enjoyment of life's activity.
I am adventurous and fun,
I believe that suicidal thoughts are worthlessly done.
I guess people change, I change.
For months now, I kept thinking about that change.
The change I go through which stage is fast approaching.
I don't even see it clearly as the time goes by speeding.
I'm sorry. I'm very sorry everyone.
Suicide is not the best option for anyone.
As what I think in the past.
I mean, why would people go there that fast?
To gain attention?
To seek compassion?
Maybe, but maybe because they're stress.
Fully, that they don't understand life's bliss.
Or maybe they don't trust anyone who's foolish.
Friends, family, even teachers... They're all the same.
People whom let you down, then rock bottom came.
People whom you trust but betrayed you.
Fuck people. Fuck life. Fuck you!
I sound suicidal, I know.
But what can I say?
This is how I feel, raw,
As what they say.
We have a freedom of our own.
We take responsibilities of our own.
But will they blame me,
If I have this kind of thoughts in me?
Will you blame me?
Even though you are one of them?
The one who hurts me?
The one who does not support and belittles me?
Yes I am to blame for this action,
But... You should ask yourself too.
What have you done?
What have you contribute that make the situation worst?
What actions did you do?
Was it enough and worth it?
The answer is within you. :)
Thank you for reading it. Xoxo everyone ❤
