It's been a while
Since I've seen you
I know we're done
I know you're gone
But I still miss you
With your dumb jokes
And your weird smiles
The pain in my head
Has grown without you
I know you're not here
I know you're nowhere near
But I still feel you
When I lay thinking at night
Filling my body with dread
There's nothing else blocking
All my bad thoughts about you
I know you don't care
I know you don't see me anywhere
But I still see you
At every second and all the time
Raging thoughts I can't block from 9 to 12 o'clock
YOU ARE READING
'heartache'- poetry
Poetry"i am nothing to you, but you are everything to me." (these poems are also in my other poem book 'Inside Me')