Different Times: Sebastian Sallow x Reader

15 - Confessions

Delilah POV:

The three of us walked through the halls in an awkward silence, I kept glancing over at Sebastian hoping he would look at me and smile. Instead I got shafted with be the middle of this weird silence neither boy bothering to look anywhere but forward. Suddenly I felt an arm snake around my waist as Sebastian said a quick "excuse us."

Then next thing I knew I was against a wall under the stairs with his hands on my waist, my heart beating faster than ever before.

"What are you do-" is all I got out before his lips pressed against mine and he was pulling me closer. I gave in and kissed back, but then the anger arose in chest. I pushed him away and start poking his chest as I began to scold him, "No, no, no, you can't just kiss me because you're pissed about something I'm doing. You can communicate with me or hold it in but if I'm gonna be kissed it's going to be because there are feelings for me not feelings towards some situation that has to do with me." I practically yell at him.

"I-You know I- Okay." I grabbed his hand and start pulling him to class trying not to blush at the fact I had just had my first kiss and was now holding his hand. I was not going to be late and I wasn't going to let him be late either, even though I would have rather stayed and sort this out. He kissed me and I wanted it again and again, but I wanted it to be because he wanted me not anger at me. "Can we just skip this class?" I heard Sebastian whine as I kept pulling him behind me.

"No I refuse to skip without a good reason, and it's divinations, she'll know." I said jokingly, I don't really know how much I actually believe in divinations, but I bloody sure wasn't testing Professor Trelawney.

"But it's a crock of a class," he continued to whine at me but not stopping me knowing he definitely could have. "Plus I need," he lets out a sigh, "we need to talk about it."

"So we will talk after class." Suddenly he stopped looking around the empty hall, "Come on Sebastian we can't be late." I tried pull him again without success.

"If we don't talk about it soon I'm gonna loose my nerve and not talk about it." He said as he switched to pulling me, I noticed we were headed to the Undercroft.

"We're going to miss class." I told him trying to fight free knowing I wouldn't be able to.

"It's the first day and it's divinations I think we're safe, missing just the one." He said as he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder like I weighed nothing.

"Sebastian Sallow you put me down! This is crazy!" I tried to wiggle free but the two of us were already in the Undercroft. He set me on the couch and towered over me looking into my eyes, his brown ones were filled with a dangerous look of want.

"Just give me a minute before you take off running to class?" His face had sincerity written on it but his eyes looked like a dark hole I was going to get sucked into. All I could do was nod at him while I studied his every expression.

I looked up at him waiting for him to start talking. "You only have a minute." I stated as flatly hating being late for a class.

"I know, you just, you're make me nervous and annoyed. I hate the way you can make me so mad over stupid fucking things." He put his hands over his face and sighs, he needed to quite doing that, I raised an eyebrow at him.

"I don't make you mad, they're your feelings not mine." I stated getting mad that he insinuated I caused the way he acted toward Cedric.

"But you do! You drive me crazy, you wear my clothes, your smell draws me in, even the annoyed look you give me! Why can you not see I like you!" He yells at me as he's getting annoyed. Then it hits me like a brick wall...he said he likes me. Me?

"Then why did your note repeatedly say friend?!" He had left a note confessing feelings and didn't say it then, he stole my first kiss and didn't say anything, he just threw me around and brought me down here where he yells it at me like it was obvious.

"Because I didn't want to admit to myself that I had feelings for you! I promised I would come back! Fucking hell the two months I was away from you I spent every second with you on my mind, in my dreams!" He put his head in his hands as he sat on the trunk being used as a coffee table. "I read your letter everyday." He had gotten so quiet. I got on my knees in front of him so I could see his face, I brought my hands up to take the place of his on his face. I could feel my heart beating through my entire body as I see him in front of me.

"I didn't read your note until I saw you in the common room. I was afraid if I read it, it would make how I'm feeling real. I knew if you had descendants in the school, like Ann, it would mean it was all in my head. But you're here in front of me," I softly ran my hands down his cheeks to his chest caressing softly I place one over his heart felling it beat. "I'm afraid that I will wake up this is all a dream, and you'll be gone all over again. I kept dreaming of that night talking on the porch, and how by the next day it was as if you were never there."

He placed his hand over mine on his chest, "I am right here in front of you, and I'm not going anywhere."

Sebastian's POV:

Yelling at her was not my best move but she just had made me so mad. I didn't tell her I love her because it was far too soon for that, but I had to let her know I at least liked her... a lot. Looking into her eyes as she looked up at me with her hand on my chest made an electric feeling shoot through my body.

"Promise?" Her voice was barely a whisper.

"I promise princess." I whispered back, "I will only leave if you want me to." I couldn't help but fall into her deep blue eyes and get lost.

She stood up and came closer to me, I couldn't move or speak just lost in her eyes. She straddled my lap and grabbed my face to keep looking at her, "it's not polite to take a girl's first kiss Sallow."

I gulped, "I'm so sorry about that, I didn- wait your first kiss..." She bit her lip drawing my attention to her mouth as she nodded. I was her first kiss?

She leaned in close to my ear as she whispered, "I wanted you to be my first but not like that." I felt a shiver go down my spine at her words as my breath got caught in my throat. Her thumbs caressed my cheeks as she leaned back, looking so beautiful in my vest for her uniform.

"Is there a way I can make it up to you?" I asked wanting to kiss her again. She nodded her head as she bit her lip again. "You have got to stop doing that princess."

"Doing what?" She asked leaning in closer all I had to do was tilt my head up to connect our lips. Just as I was about to she smiled evilly and got off my lap. "Come on Sallow, your minute is far past up and we have a class to get to." I groaned in response as I grabbed her hand and walked to divinations.