Me and the sturniolo triplets.

the fight and the beginning of a sad story

I woke up on the middle of the afternoon, Matteo and I both on our underwear, he was still sweating from before, his hair sticking to his forehead.

I was sweating as well, so I took a quick shower.

I checked my phone and had messages from Chris saying that they were coming back.

I got up and went downstairs to find Matt on his computer and Chris next to him, yapping about something.

"Hey" I smiled and approached them.

"Wassup" Chris said unbothered, going back to talking.

"you good?" Matt asked, interrupting Chris.

"Yeah, just, Matteo felt bad about earlier, he... we haven't had sex yet and he thought we were supposed to and we talked and we're good but please don't say anything about it, he's really self conscious about that shit" both of them looked at me, paying attention.

"Yeah man, it's honestly fucked up from me that I said that" Matt smiled.

"It's fine" I smiled aswell.

"I'd like Matteo to be more open about that you know?" Chris said. His eyes wondered around the room as if thinking about something specific.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Yeah like, I wish he could talk about it, about his body ad stuff, it's fucked that just because he's trans he has to keep that to himself" He shrugged.

"Makes sense" Matt tapped something on his computer. "I'm not gonna think differently of him if he talks about it, you know?"

"Would you?" Chris said, out of nowhere.

"Would I what?" I asked in disbelief.

"You know" he made some weird signs.

"Chris!" Matt said slapping Chris's arm.

"What is going on?" I asked confused.

"Nothing, ignore him" Matt rolled his eyes.

"No, you're telling me now" I said.

"In other words" Matt looked at Chris with threatening eyes. "He's asking if you would give up cock for Matteo" he whispered the last part.

"Oh my god Chris" I rolled my eyes and went back upstairs.

"Sorry!" Chris yelled, you could hear Matt laughing.

When I opened the door to our room he was awake, and crying.

"Baby, what's wrong?" I sat on the bed, snuggling him close to me.

"I'm sorry" he whispered. "I heard the conversation" seeing him like that was squishing my heart.

"Don't be sorry silly, it's alright, we need to talk about it" he slipped away from me and I wiped his tears with my hand.

"I don't want you to give up what you're into" he cried out. "you shouldn't"

"babe I'm into you not cock" I laughed a little bit.

"but you're into guys, guys have cocks, and I don't" he looked away.

"it doesn't matter, I like you, nothing else than you"

"you don't get it" he stood up. "I'm never gonna feel like I'm enough" he started putting on clothes.

"What are you talking about? you are enough" I stood up aswell, not knowing what his next move was going to be.

"It's fucking pointless, my life is pointless, doesn't matter how many times you or anybody says it, I'm never gonna feel enough" he started going downstairs.

"Matteo stop, don't you say that, let's sit down and talk about it" I tried to go after him, but he was way faster than me.

He started going towards the front door.

"You should try to hate me, because loving me is gonna cost you more than anything in this world" he shouted and left the house.

When I catched the door and went outside, he wasn't there anymore.

I let out a shaky breath and went back inside.

"What was that? where's Matteo?" Matt asked concerned.

"I don't know" I said in a whisper.

"Did he hurt you?" Chris asked, almost going on defense mode.

I shook my head and let myself fall onto Matt's arms, crying.

"What happened then?" He moved to the couch and we all sat there.

"He's not ok" I whispered.

"What do you mean?" Matt asked.

"He needs help" was all I could get out before passing out on Matt's arms.

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Nick woke up on the same place where he passed out, but there was no one around.

"Matt?" He tried to speak up.

But no one could hear him.

Matt and Chris were outside talking to the police, trying to find Matteo.

Matt said to the police officer that he was gonna check on his brother.

"Nick, you woke up" Matt said with a smile.