ℝ𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕘𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤 ・||・ E. Kirishima

♡*𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕟: 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕔𝕣𝕪*♡

⚠️𝕋𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕘𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘(𝕤)⚠️:

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"Am I getting kicked out of UA Sir? I know I'm not allowed to participate in the sports festival but please wait till after I die to replace me." I really don't think I can handle anymore bad stuff happening to me. I just got brutally raped and found out I'm dying I can't be kicked out of UA as well. "L/n you are not getting kicked out and you are not going to die. Try being a little positive, there's still a chance for a transplant." I don't why Mr Aizawa came to visit me if he not kicking me out, I don't even know who told him I was in hospital. "You try being positive after finding out you have a maximum of 10 months to live. Transplant waiting lists take years and I don't have years." I've been crying about this for 2 days straight and I'm about to start again. I know I told dad to go home and rest but I really want him back now. "L/n, your going to be okay. You're going to get your transplant and you're going to finish the hero course. You're going to become an amazing hero. I know it's hard and it's scary but you can't give up yet." it's so hard not to cry again but I need to hold it in, I can't cry again.

KNOCK KNOCK

"L/n." I looked up to see the class in the door way. The little purple guy holding a watermelon almost as big as him. "What are you guys doing here?" I sat up a bit more so I could get a proper look at everyone as they filled the hospital room. "We heard you were in hospital so we wanted to come visit you." , "AND WE BROUGHT YOU A WATERMELON!" Mineta cut off Kirishima and handed me the giant watermelon. "Thanks......" I held the melon in my lap and thought about how I'm not going to eat it. "Are you okay? Why are you in hospital?" Ashido the pink girl came to stand around the side of my bed. I could tell them I got beaten and raped then found out I'm dying but it feels like it's to soon. I've barely registered what's going on with me. "I umm... I just got beat up a bit." a little vague but everybody seemed to go with it, except Mr Aizawa who already knows what's actually happening. I knew nobody would question it because I actually look pretty beaten up. "I guess no sports festival for me, yay." I tried to sound a little positive but I really can't be anything other than depressed right now. "Well there's always next year right?" I know Sero didn't mean to upset me but the mention of next year just made me burst out into tears.

"Dude you made her cry." Kaminari punched Sero in the shoulder while he was freaking out. "Shit! I didn't mean to upset you. Actually i was trying to do the opposite." I don't know what's wrong but the more they talk to me the harder I cry. "She's just having a hard day after the accident. Maybe you all should come back another day." Mr Aizawa opened the door for them and sent them all out. "L/n you need to breathe. Look at me and breathe deep. You need to calm down." I tried breathing deep and calming down but I really couldn't do it. "Are you allowed outside?" I nodded. "Okay let's take a walk outside." Mr Aizawa helped me into the wheelchair, leaving my watermelon on the bed, and walked me around until we got outside. I haven't been outside in a few days so it's really nice even if it's cold today. "You should be able to go home in a few days. That must be good." Mr Aizawa parked the wheelchair next to a bench and took a seat next to me. "I don't think I want to go home." I think I'd be happy to stay here and have dad visit me everyday instead of going home. "Why is that? Hospitals aren't the most comfortable place to be." , "I just don't like being at home. If I go home my house will still have 'him' in my bedroom. I don't have to spend all day cleaning at the hospital because everything has to be clean. I also don't have to be scared at the hospital, like at home." I didn't think to much about what I said. Everyone knows I hate things being dirty so that shouldn't be a surprise. "What are you scared of at home?" did i really say that? Why the hell would I say that. "Umm germs. I like how hospitals don't have as many germs. Anyways my house is to big and empty so it gets scary at night." I'm not really lying but that's also not what I meant.

"Makes sense. So what about what Sero said upset you?" , "well I can't participate in the sports festival this year and when he said there's always next year I was reminded I don't have next year. They all have their whole lives ahead of them and I don't. It's not fair." I know I'm no saint but why am I the one dying when my dad is running around killing people. I don't want my dad to die either but he definitely deserves it more than I do. "You're right, it's not fair but Cirrhosis doesn't develop over night you've been living with this for years. Which means you've gotten this far in life thinking you're healthy, don't give up now just because you know your dying. Your still you and your still going to grow up to be a hero like the rest of your class." In a weird way that made me feel better. Anyways he's right I've been dying this whole time and that didn't stop me from trying before. "Your right but can't I be sad for a bit longer? Pretending to not care is harder than I thought." it's kinda refreshing to not have to pretend to be okay for once. Not that I was ever really doing a good job at that. "Be sad for as long as you want. Might make you feel better."

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