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𝕁𝕦𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖: the state or period of being young.
𝔻𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.
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𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕒𝕪 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕝𝕦𝕕�...
I kinda regret saying I'd rather be in hospital than be at home because being in hospital is incredibly lonely. Dad's sick and convinced that he'll worsen my condition if he gets me sick so neither he or Sekiguchi have come to visit me in a few days. So now I've resorted to talking to my new best friend, Wakiko the watermelon. I got bored yesterday and drew a face on the watermelon the class gave me and now I've been talking to it like a crazy person. "You won't get sick and leave me alone like dad, will you Wakiko?" , "No I won't Y/n." I said back to myself in a stupid voice. "What's wrong with me?" I can't believe I'm talking to a watermelon, I need to go outside.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
"Come in!" dear god that nurses are back. "Hi L/n. I hope you weren't busy." Kirishima walked in the door with a backpack swung over his shoulder. "Not busy, just talking to a melon. What are you doing here anyways? Shouldn't you be training for the sports festival?" a part of me is happy that out of everyone in my class Kirishima came to see me instead of Bakugo coming just to piss me off. "Eh, I survive missing one training session. Besides, your talking to a watermelon so I'm guessing your not getting to many visitors." Kirishima took his bag off and pulled up a chair next to my bed to sit in. "Yeah well I don't exactly have anyone lining up to come visit me." I honestly don't think I'd even know if I had friends. Like how do you know when your friends with someone and not just acquaintances. "All these flowers say otherwise. Are these from the Prime Minister's son?" Kirishima read the name tag on the giant bouquet of flowers on the coffee table. "Step son but Yeah, you can throw them in the bin if you want." I like to think all these people sending me flowers because they're my friends but I know that isn't true so I should stop pretending it is.
"I'm happy I decided to bring something other than flowers." Kirishima pulled a big white container out of his bag and handed it to me. "I thought you might not be liking the hospital food so this morning I made you some doughnuts. I always see you eating strawberries during during lunch so I made them strawberry flavour." I opened the container to see 6 beautifully decorated doughnuts. "They look amazing, thank you so much." I breathed in the smell and imagined how good they would taste. "I'd eat them now but I have an MRI in a few hours so I'm not allowed to eat yet." I would love nothing more than to eat all of them right now but I can't so I just closed the container and put it on my bedside table.
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"Your looking better, not as beaten up. You'll be out soon, right?" he's right, all my bruises and cuts have basically healed and I probably would be home already if the rape was the only problem I have right now. "Umm no I don't think I'm leaving here any time soon." If I'm going to be in pain and dying anyways I don't get why I can't at least die at home where I'd be at least a little bit more comfortable. "Why not? You're looking so much better than last time I saw you. Me and the class were hoping you would be able to come watch the sports festival since you can't participate." I wish people would stop bringing up that stupid sports festival because it makes me cry everytime I think about it. "Oh fuck, I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorry if I upset you." Kirishima went to put a hand on my shoulder but pulled back abruptly. "No I'm sorry you didn't do anything." I took a minute to calm down at stop crying before even attempting to speak again.
"Is something else wrong? You look sick." I looked over at him with teary red eyes and thought about what to say. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but it might help to tell someone. I won't tell anyone I promise." it's probably selfish to drop this on him but I can't really keep crying in front of him for seemingly no reason. "Last week, when I was brought into the hospital I found out I'm dying. I have some liver disease and without a transplant the doctors think I only have until February." I would have said more but I'm crying to hard to get words out. I felt arms wrap around me and a warm body trap me in a bubble of heat. "I don't want to die, I'm scared." I hugged him back and cried into his shirt. I thought he'd let go after I got his shirt wet but he didn't. He sat with me and let me cry for ages. "Your not going to die, your going to be okay." Kirishima stroked my hair and cuddled me close. The only person who I've ever let hug me like this is my dad. I'll need to take a shower.
"No, I am going to die but I don't want to." people can lie to me all they want but I know this is how I die, no point denying it. "No don't say that." Kirishima pulled me off him and made me look at him. He looks sad. "Even if you only have a year left I'm going to make sure it's the best, most enjoyable year of your life so if you do die you can die happy and satisfied with the life you lived." he's starting to get a bit teary eyed like he's trying not to cry. "That umm...... That would be really nice."
