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"Dad I don't want to go." , "Y/n I thought you wanted to live. You have to do chemo." me and dad just got to the hospital for my first chemo session and I don't think I can go in. "But they have to use a needle." words cannot describe how much I hate needles. It's kinda not really my own fault that I hate needles but I can't get over the fear. "Y/n it'll be so quick you won't even notice. You'll probably just sleep through the whole thing and I'll stay with you if you want." dad offered as he spoke to the lady working at the front desk of the hospital. "No you don't have to stay, I'll just sleep like you said." I do want him to stay but I will probably fall sleep and I don't want to leave him unwatched in a room full of sick kids. "I'll just walk you up to the room." A nurse joined me and dad and we all walked up to a room with a bunch of recliners in it. It hardly looked like a part of the hospital.

"Are you sure you want to stay by yourself?" , "yeah I'll be okay. Love you." I pulled dad down for hug that he quickly returned. "Okay sweetie, love you too." dad pulled back and kissed my forehead before letting me go in with the nurse. "You just sit here honey and I'll be back in a minute with all your stuff." the nurse showed me to a recliner then ran off to get something. The room was empty other than the person next to me who I recognized instantly. "Kaminari? What are you doing here?" Kaminari looked up at me just as confused as I was. "Getting chemo. What are you doing here?" , "Also getting chemo." I sat down in the chair but kept staring at him. It was quiet for a minute, like neither of us knew what to say to each other. "How long have you had it? What cancer do you have?" Kaminari finally broke the silence while sitting a bit more up right in his chair. "I only found out during the sports festival. It's leukaemia but they said it's not too far along. What about you?" I tried getting comfortable in my chair but the room feels so unfamiliar that it's hard to relax. "2 years ago. Mines been getting better then worse but right now they're saying it's better. Mines bowel cancer. I've already had surgery so downside I piss and shit in a bag but upside this might be one of my last few chemo sessions." don't get me wrong I'm happy he's so close to being cancer free but I'm also jealous because I want to be cancer free. "That's great and you got to keep your hair too." I think I'm the most jealous of his hair. It's so thick and luscious unlike mine that's starting to disappear. "My hair is nothing compared to yours. God your hair is gorgeous." , "it won't be when it falls out." call me vain but I love my hair and don't want to lose it. I don't want to feel ugly even if everyone is going to lie and say I still look beautiful. "I wouldn't worry about that unless it happens. I think worrying about my hair made it fall out just from stress." I can only hope stress is what's making my hair fall out.

"Okay, ready to start." the nurse is back with an iv stand that she placed right near my chair. I know I was annoying her because I kept moving my hand but I can't help it. "Honey I need you to stay still. It'll only hurt for a second." she actually had to hold my arm down and force me to have the needle. "All done." I didn't even feel it which makes me feel like I'm being a bit dramatic. It felt kinda uncomfortable at first but after a while I forgot it was there.

"So I heard you like sneaking into people's bedrooms and looking at them naked."  Kaminari had that stupid smirk on his face again like he thinks it's the funniest shit. "Don't start with me. That was an accident and I didn't mean to see him naked. Actually how many people has he told about that?" I'll actually lose my shit if my whole class thinks I'm some creep who tries to look at people naked. "He told me and Sero but Mina somehow overheard. He made sure not to tell Bakugo because he for. Some reason has a problem with you. Also we all know it was an accident or whatever I just think it's funny that he was so worried you'd think his dick was small." , "that's seriously all he cared about?" he's such a boy. Why would I even care about his dick size. "Yeah. Was he big or small though. I want to know if I should make fun of him or not." I thought he was joking but I think Kaminari genuinely wants to know how big his dick was. "It was huge. He has to be a virgin because there is no way anyone has taken that thing inside them. It would impale them, split them in two even." I'd hardly even say I'm overreacting. At first I thought I imagined it but I don't think I did. "Sounds terrifying. Happy I don't like it up the ass." can't believe I'm even having this conversation.

"So like what do you do? You never come out with the class or eat lunch in the cafeteria. You kinda just disappear." Kaminari looked more serious and interested now and that makes me nervous. "I just don't like going to new places, it makes me nervous and at lunch I do studying with my teachers because I'm kinda really stupid and need help to pass." that last bit is a lie because I'm actually smart and if I could work by myself I'd get amazing grades. "Oh that makes sense. If it makes you feel better I'm a dumb fuck to." shockingly it did make me feel better and I even laughed a little. "So do you just stay at home all day. Do you at least have siblings to hang out with?" , "No, no siblings just me, my dad and his friend Sekiguchi. It's boring sometimes but I love spending with my dad so it's not to bad." I'm sure going out with friends in a normal way is fun but I don't think it would be for me. "Sounds super fucking boring. You should come with us to the carnival thing they have going on in a week or two. If you say no I'll google your address and show up anyways." I was going to say yes anyways so there was no need for that useless threat. "Okay fine but just so you know googling my address wouldn't work because that's a fake address." the thought of him showing up to some randos house is hilarious but if that person living there is anything like my dad he might get shot so not very funny. "I guess a carnival could be fun as long as I properly disinfect."

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