First Crush

34. Is him also having feelings

Today, many things happened in our life's when alex said how worried is Aditya and I seen his worried eyes after that alex went off and stranger girl also went off her bus also came they both went off and our bus also came we get in we sat we were exhausted todays happened situation I am thinking of Aditya why he is worried of about me and why he is in angry I never seen him that much angry face. lahari, why Aditya is concerned about me more and why he is angry with me and I am concerned about him Adhya you're really stupid don't you understand how much cared about you and how is protected don't see his love in his eyes but lahari, I observed it may be he treated us a close friends that's why he is behaved liked that why don't you understand adhya why are you confusing your self you loved him a lot I saw your love towards him in your eyes when his hand get hurt but why I seen pain in your eyes when you seen his hand injury "he got hurt but you felt the pain"!! Don't be too late of this adhya and don't get confused first confess to him.

I will confess when right time is there? before completion of high school I will confess him and now it is time for to study you know this is important path for life's now I can't lahari, what if he has not feelings for me or he may loving someone and i can't get hurt by these if he rejects me it will hard for me to get overcome it and what if, he treat me like a friend our friendship will be disturbed if he knows i have feelings for him he will misunderstand me like I misunderstand his friendship towards it will be hard for us seen each other afterwards so that's why I am not confessing now lahari you what i am struggling more you know it will hard for a girl to not say her love to her loved him I am suffering not expressing my feelings i know this is not right but what can I do lahari.

I understand your feelings and your concern but as a friend it is my suggestion don't confused and if you love him confess don't think about anything follow your heart already one first year also completing and final exams are coming see time is flying fast there will be only one year for our second year after that our high school end!! before that confess to him okay now bye my stop came i will get down.

After lahari words make me think more about confessing feelings to him. I will confess my love before our high school ends! I have to concentrate about studies I will do more hard work my studies i am heading to home but I felt someone is stalking me I turned but there are no one may be I am overthinking because of today happened one remembering that one making me fear I simply, went inside my home while talking to myself. Adhya, why your face is red and your eyes are swollen did anything happened? No no mamma our upcoming final exam are coming near and I am tired mamma! okay go to your room fresh up okay mamma, where is pappa? he is in room he is doing his work okay mamma i want to see my pappa, pappa ooh our princess came from school come here dear I went and hugged him what happen? my dear adhya nothing happened simply i want to hug you for few minutes okay my dear, pappa is pampering my head when he touch my head with his hand I felt warm and relaxed okay pappa now I will go to my room to fresh up.

How parents will know when their child is in sad I wonder that's why there are parents I didn't say to parents anything about happened today I don't want them to worried about me and they will be scared if I say to them so I decided not to tell them. After I fresh up I laid on my bed i closed my eyes slowly I went to sleep without realising may be because of what happened today!!

Author - I don't know why felt sad while writing this episode and i feel very sad of today episode as a girl i can understand how adhya is feeling she almost got badly harassed by goons and her feelings towards Aditya and her reason why she is not confessing feelings and not accepting her feelings towards him and i know that pain of her i felt that too in my life. Adhya unrequired love towards to him.

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