Ambivalence

Chapter 19

Amelia Grace Winters

I feel like something's gonna happen today but I don't know what is it. What is the 'something.' Well, care less, hurt less.

I focused my eyes on my notebook, reading for my next assignment. It's not a really hard one, so I think my brain can handle that.

I closed my notebook after Mr. Calvin told us that it's time for lunch. I was so hungry since I was having English earlier this morning. Now I'm going to the canteen alone since Adam is still having his class. I think.

I sat on the bench and drank my water. I slowly swallowed my chicken burger whilst looking at the peaceful sky and hearing the birds tweeting. I let out a long sigh and continued eating.

This time, it's not like always. Adam didn't show up for the whole lunch break. Stay positive Lia. I know he's busy with his assignments,works or he's going to the staffroom to meet the teahers so it's okay. It's okay.

I unlocked my locker and grabbed my Science file 'cause I wanna do some revision. Next test is coming next week and I haven't read anything yet, I know. I'm just lazy to read stuff except for novels of course.

I put my locker key in my pocket. Promptly, I stopped. It happened. Adam did it. In front of me. He did it. Lia don't be so emotional no no no.

I still remember him saying that he won't love tons of girls because he's saving one. Now I know, who's the one and now I understand what he meant by his words.