Bringing Bella back Again!

chapter 4

      Edward pov

Sis came in that night for dinner and brought whiskey and beer.

"Hand me that fucking whiskey bottle sis!" I said chuckling.

"Hard day big brother!" She said handing me the whiskey bottle and I took a long chug of it.

"Whow! Damn that's sure in the hell isn't my whiskey holy shit that baby strong!" I looked at the bottle.

"Oh I should've known! You're and Bella's stash!" I shook my head really fast.

I took another chug and shook my head really fast again and did that face again and my sister was laughing.

I handed her the bottle. "I'm switching to that!" I told her and that made my sister start laughing even harder.

"So really bad day then?" She asked me and I just nodded and stole the bottle back and she pulled out another and wiggled it.

"We're getting drunk tonight big brother! We need it!" I just nodded my head again.

"Bad day isn't the word I use that I had today sis. It was worse than that!" I explained to her.

"First day usually are!" She told me. "I told dad you're black out right now!" I looked at my sister confused as we were eating.

"Now why would you tell your dad that when I can just get on my laptop there and video call sis!" She gave me an all knowing look.

"You know exactly why I did it! Don't make me smack you upside the back of the head to knock sense into your head big brother." I leaned away from her and she started laughing at me.

"Stop!" She told me and I started laughing. "I get it sis! I'm fucking with you." I told her.

"This is nice!" She said. "Yeah it is! Except we are missing one thing sis." I told her.

"Yeah, we are big brother! Our friend. She isn't here! I really miss her so much Edward. She is not in my head anymore. I know you understand exactly what I'm talking about. To lose that with my best friend. She is gone Edward! She's really gone. My first friend my first sister. She just gone!" I pulled my sister to me because she was just losing it and I just held my sister closed because I understand her completely.

My own tears are falling again. "She can hear you, you can know! She may be going between here and island but she can still hear us sis. This I do know!" I told her.

"Really! She can hear us?" I nodded my head. "She always made that clear with me that she could always hear no matter what. So I know now for a fact she can hear no matter how much she tries to hide." I explained to my sister.

"Wow! I didn't know!" My sister said. "Now you do! I got to give her night time meds and hook up her line. Why don't you take the chance and go for a walk and tell Bella about growing up. Start there for you. Little at a time and build that sister relationship again." I told my sister.

"I didn't think of that!" I smiled down at her. "Go! You need to do this as I do. At night before you go to bed. My time is day your short time is just before you go bed." I nudged her and I got up and grabbed my stuff I needed for Bella and walked in and first gently turned her over.

"Hi! We do this like we always do Bella!" I straddled her and was on my knees not sitting on her.

I flushed out her IV port under her arm after I carefully put it in position.

"You're safe, but sorry! I can't be here in bed with you. But I'm right next to the bed. I have to step back from being your husband Bella. It's not possible for me to be your husband just right now. I love you so fucking much though that the hard part though Bella. But I can do this for you." I told her.