Bringing Bella back Again!

chapter 29

       Edward pov

I finally climbed on the bed in our special area. "Come here you!" My wife laughed when I picked her up and turned her and we were laying side by side so we could see each other.

"So growing out my hair!" I said as a statement and she giggled.

"I really like it too." She even ran her fingers through it and I grabbed that said hand and chuckled.

"One problem with that baby she'll still recognize me. Long hair or not!" I told her.

"Not really though! You always had a military haircut sweetheart." I looked at her confused.

"Baby my face doesn't change though." She shook her head no though.

"Yes it did and you don't even know it sweetheart! Something else she even changed her look sort of to look like the old me. That's why I did what I did." I squinted my eyes at her.

"There's a very big flaw in that plan of hers and you just irritated me again. Our connection to Bella and I know other things I know of you that she doesn't even know and I would have questioned her about it and you know that." I got up out of the and started pacing and tugging on the back of my hair.

"I can't believe you right now and we talked about this Bella." I told her.

"I know we and I am truly are sorry Edward. God I hate this and I hate what I keep doing to you. I really hate myself." I hated it when she said things like that.

I went and sat on the bed. "Don't hate yourself Bella! I don't hate you and never could it just irritate the hell out of me when you keep doing it to me Bella." Now she was crying and she turned her head away from me and I could feel through connection she still hates herself.

"Why me Edward?" I looked at her confused as fuck. "Why you what?" I asked her. "Why be with someone like me? Scared up and all these people after me and other things too. I'm ugly and nothing great at all. I'm not even good enough for you. Look at me now! I can't even fucking defend myself my ugly ass." I stopped her and picked her ass up and straddled her on my lap facing me and I took one hand and made sure she couldn't look away from me but she squeezed her eyes shut on me.

"Fine! Listen to me then God damn it Bella. Yeah now I'm fucking furious with you." I had to calm down a couple notches before I could go on.

"First fucking off I never want to ever hear you call yourself ugly ever again. Because you are not Bella." I told her.

"God! You're my best friend and I fell in love with you. Not just because you told me I was safe or you gave me that gift I carious by the way. I got to know you from inside out Bella. I never planned to fall in love with you. But I did and I will not change it either. You're everything I want and need Bella. You are the most amazing and incredible woman I've ever seen in my entire life, time Bella." I told her and pulled her face close to mine.

"Open your eyes please and look at me!" Tears were falling from my eyes and she opened her eyes and locked eyes with me.

"I love you with all my heart and soul and I chose you to marry me and be my first everything to experience because you're my best friend and I'm nothing without you. You're my other half baby and always will be. Please believe me when I tell you this because there will never be another woman because if you burn to ashes so do I. Where you go I follow. I promise you that!" I even sealed it with a kiss with her and I poured everything into that one single kiss to her.

I felt the surge and both glows of lights surrounding us.

It made Bella pull away and almost fall. "Whow! Where do you think you're going baby?" I asked her.