Bringing Bella back Again!

chapter 9

     Edward pov

I ended up falling asleep. I woke back up looking at the clock and my head still hurts and now my arm did but it only been a couple of hours.

I still also have to remember I'm healing too.

I laid there for a couple of minutes just thinking.

"Well I have to start from the very beginning and earn Bella trust first I guess. Through my sister!" I sat up slowly.

"That's it!" I said. "I don't think my sister even knew this either and I didn't either. I guess I needed time for myself, to figure it out." I said.

"Wow! I'm totally fucking alone! This is so messed up! I have to get on my sister's laptop and look at it! I got my job cut out for me!" I got up and only packed up my sister's PJs so she was comfortable.

I got into the shower and took a long hot shower to relax my body and get cleaned up.

Once out I started shaving and I looked up in the mirror and I looked like shit!

I wasn't going to cut my hair either. No way in hell! Bella wanted me to grow it out!

Then I thought about how Anthony always looked and how all the other guys looked.

My eyes widened. "HOLY FUCKING SHIT! Now I understand! Wow! It all fits!" I looked at the electric razor I had in my hand that I was going to cut my hair with and I just dropped it out of my hand and it fell to the floor and shattered into pieces.

I just stood there staring at it and looking at the mirror.

I started cutting my hair again. Oh hell! Fell to the floor realizing what I was doing and not even knowing it because Bella couldn't trim it.

I was disappearing and I didn't even know it either!

Yep! Needed to be totally fucking alone to figure this shit out.

As alone as you can get. But I still had that wide open connection with Bella still.

I blinked my eyes! The connection being wide open now and the way I watched it happened like it wanted me to like it was telling me something.

I thought back to that single moment in slow motion in my mind.

There was a reason for it! I slowly lifted my head.

I tilted my head. How we floated and I felt like we we're back on the island when this was happening.

My eyes widened. It did it. The island did it! The island made our connection permanently wide open like that so she couldn't take it away!

Oh my God! She's was going to take her gift back she gave me.

Now I understand! She who gives can take it away.

They made it so she can't! She don't even know it and she's been trying so hard to take it away from me.

I lost it again. Oh my God! I completely totally lost her!

No wonder wonder grandma mira went to the kids!

She was even protecting them from Bella from taking them from me.

Wow! This is totally fucked up! I slowly got up and went to the security room and secured myself in and contacted Emmett and Charlie.

I told them everything! They couldn't believe what they were hearing and Emmett brought my kids in with my grandma mira in and secured the security room.

He told her if she speak up now they were going into battle mode against Anthony now.

She went ape shit on him. Holy fucking shit!