Bringing Bella back Again!

chapter 25

        Edward pov

It's been five days and my sister just got ahold of me on the walkie and it's the middle of the night and I'm working on my sister's bedroom because I could feel Bella and she was having nightmares again.

"I know she's having nightmares again!" I told her. "No! Jessica broke through with her psychic ability and I'm having a hard fucking time holding her down and listen to this Bella whispering!" She told me.

"No! Stop please! You already have him why kill me now?" My eyes widened.

"Can you even see in her mind sis?" I asked her on the walkie.

"Yeah! Jessica trying to kill her Edward! She told her that she wants Edward all to herself and to erase your memories completely of her and the only way she can do it is kill her and burn her dead body and she knows how with her psychic abilities!" I grabbed my chest over my heart and fell to my knees.

That can't fucking happen period! "Edward what just happened because can you hear Bella screaming out NOOO and your name like this."

Then I heard her scream out. "Edward please save me,  help me please your the only one that can keep me safe please and shut up you fucking bitch. HE'S NOT FUCKING THERE WITH YOU STUPID HE'S HERE SOMEWHERE GOD PLEASE LET HIM BE HERE. I REALLY FUCKED UP! AAAARRRGGHHH! PLEASE STOP THIS!" I took off running for the special room and walked in and secured the room and I made my sister switch places with me.

"Get out now! Don't come back until I tell you to sis got it!" She nodded her head and left me her walkie, seems like how I dropped mine.

I cupped each side of her face. "Bella!" Her eyes snapped open and she was searching with her eyes.

"Bella look at me!" She locked eyes and just locked eyes with me. I put both shields up around the bed area and I felt her sigh in relief and close her eyes in the same fashion.

"Thank you!" She told me. My head fell to my chest and I let go of her face and I climbed off of her and sat on the edge of the bed.

"You're welcome!" I told her. For some reason I couldn't look at her in her eyes anymore because I could still see her soul and it tore my heart apart to see that.

I felt her hand on my back and I could feel how weak she was getting again from this and what that was doing and just did to her.

"I fucked up and I don't know how to fix it with you. I do love you with all my heart and soul and I gave them both to you free and willing and I want you to know that Edward and I can love no other but you." She told me.

"Then why Bella, you keep hiding shit from me and push me away and second guess me with our kids. You're terrified of me but I'm your safe place. You don't believe I made a god damn blood oath Bella a blood oath where you go I follow. I cannot leave this ship which is our home Bella without you and I can't return without you no matter what and that if we come back in the special tub we have to be together. Not just one person Bella! I cannot step outside this ship without you not even being possible. I can return to this ship without you, your physical body with me Bella. I did this in that lagoon right there and fucked myself over for you Bella to keep you safe and to protect you because I love you so fucking much and you don't fucking believe me and you believe that fucking bitch and I seen what she wants to do with me and that's not fucking happening period and I'm damn sure ain't into that shit she's into and group sex is out of the fucking question no fucking way that's cheating all the way around and right in front of you to." I explained to her.

"Me a mind reader already seen this. With you I'm stiff as a board before nothing never even experienced a god damn hard on. I'm a man for God sakes and to never experience a hard on but see everyone else's mind and when I hit teenage years and saw the girls heads and what they wanted to do with me oh the hell with the no! Then my sister got kidnapped and I was the one who found her naked cut up and beaten with an inch of her life. I covered her with the blanket I had and I was the one that took her to the hospital not our family but me. It was me that found her Bella. I was the one every single night that sat across from her in the hallway because she was at my bedroom every fucking night from the nightmares and her own twin brother was making it worse for her. I was just there for her and no one knew any of this." I explained to her.