𝒩𝒶ℴ𝓂𝒾
𝒜𝓊𝑔𝓊𝓈𝓉 6𝓉𝒽
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Listening to "Just Might" by Summer Walker, I laid on my bed with my AirPods on turning my music all the way up. I couldn't sleep for some reason so I just listened to music. I started thinking about Deondre then looked at my phone. I picked my phone up and went to Deondre's texts thinking if I should text him or not.
Instead of texting him I went on live. I set my phone up on my ring light and on my speaker played my playlist. I put my ring light in front of my bed and sat on my bed with my tablet beside me. I turned my live on and looked at the comments as people joined in.
𝖣𝗋𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗍𝗐𝗂𝗇𝟤𝟤𝟤：𝖶𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗎𝗉 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗆𝖺？
𝖪𝖾𝗏𝗂𝗇𝖦𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗒𝖻𝖾：𝖲𝗁𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗌𝗌 𝖿𝖺 𝗆𝖾
𝖯𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗁𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅_𝖭𝗂𝗒𝖺𝗁：𝖧𝖾𝗒 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝖾𝖾𝖾❤️
𝖬𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗁𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖽𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗍：𝖧𝖾𝗒 𝖻𝗌𝖿𝖿𝖿𝖿𝖿😁
I looked through the comments before responding. "Hey Niyah, hey Moriah." I said ignoring the two comments before them. I heard "Still Your Best" play by Giveon. I started singing along with the song.
𝖳𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗋𝗂𝗇_𝟥𝟦：𝖠𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖣𝖺𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗅𝗅'𝗌 𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗀𝖿？
𝖱𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆：𝖣𝖺𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽𝖺 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾
𝖪𝗂𝗒𝖺𝗁𝟧𝟢𝟧 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾...
𝖢𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗂𝖺𝟤𝟫𝟢：𝖮𝗎𝗎𝗎𝗎𝗎 𝗂'𝗆 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗇 𝖣𝖺𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗇 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅
𝖡𝗂𝗀𝖭𝖾𝗅𝗅：𝖭𝖺𝗈𝗆𝗂 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝖺𝗌𝗅
I looked at the comments and saw Darnell's comment. "Yall I'm not talking about anyone okay. Also Darnell you need to get off my live." I said before blocking Darnell from my live.
I sat on my bed with my knees at my chest before grabbing my tablet. "Comfortable" by H.E.R. played. I started thinking about Deondre. I went to Deondre's contact and started to text him
Deondre🤍
-Hey can you come over
ʳᵉᵃᵈ
"Alright yall I'm about to get off." I said as I ended the live played "Haunted" by Beyoncé before laying on my bed and looking at my ceiling.
I heard a knock on my door. My oldest brother Nathaniel walked in and sat on my bed. Nathaniel is 22 and much more chill than my youngest older brother, Namari.
"You have a boyfriend?" Nathaniel asked looking at me seriously
"Yes..." I told him nervously. Usually when Nathaniel and I talk he is not as serious, so this scared me a bit.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked me
"I didn't think I had to." I responded
