Chapter 1

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Chapter 1

There he is . Jordan .. The one I love . My Ex-Boyfriend . I'm not really sure if its healthy for my heart . But I love him . Its like he has a place in my heart that no one else has . I don't know if its his curly brown hair , or his dreamy eyes . But I know he still has feelings for me . He has to ! You can't just love someone one moment , and not the next . I'm gonna get him back somehow . And oh , just my luck .. He's coming this way .

"Hey Zhane ."

What do I say ?! Whatever I say I need to say something quick ! Uhhhhh ..

"Hey Jay . How's it going ?!" I blurted out , like a big idiot .

"Oh , nothing . Did you get my text ?" He said it so calm . His voice just relaxes me . Everything that bother me before doesn't even matter when I'm talking to him .. Wait ! Did he say text ?! He texted me ? He obviously has feelings for me still !

"Nahh , ion think so .. Let me check my phone ." I said smoothly , so it sound like I was laid back . But deep down inside I wanted to kiss his perfect lips .

"Crap ! " I mumbled . "I left my phone on the charger . I almost missed the bus this morning" I said .

"Oh !.... We'll .. See you around." He said awkwardly .

Oh my geeeee ! He's walking away .. Zhane THINK ! The 1st bell just rung .

"Jay !..Wait up I gotta tell you something .. I .. I been .." He cut me off .

"Zhane I gotta get to class.." He said frantically .

"Jay ... I mis- ... " some random girl cut me off this time . She looks familiar .. But I can't quite put my finger on it .

"Baby ! Lets goooo . The 1st bell just rang !!" The random girl said .

Hold up ! PAUSE ! Did she just call him "Baby" ? As in B-A-B-Y ? Maybe I'm just hearing stuff .

"Babbbbbby ! Come on !" The random girl said .

She said it again !

"Hold on , my friend has to tell me something .. " He said eager to know .

"All i know is ya'll better hurry this family reunion up before we're ALL late to class !" She said .

Now they're both looking at me . What am I suppose to say now ? He obviously moved on .. Urghhhh EFF MY LIFE !!

"Uhh , nevermind .. She's right ." I said so low . I could've been whispering .

I can't believe this . He has a girlfriend . I came to school with the wrong intentions obviously . How could I be so stupid !? I mean .. Look at him ! He's irresistible ! It just keeps repeating through my head .. Like a broken record . How ? Why ? I'm still not comprehending this all the way . If he has a girlfriend .. Then what possible reason could he have to text me ?

Finally the day is over . The only thing separating me from my phone is this bus ride home . I'm so desperate for my phone ! Only two my stops and I'm home .

Where is my phone ?! It was on the charger this morning ! Oh , there it is on my bed ..

"I miss you :( "

What ? Why ... Is he playing with my emotions ? Why would he say that ? Does he just wanna be friends ? I don't know .. Should I respond ? Better yet .. How would I respond ? I don't know .. I need some time to think ..

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