I hate living here .. I .. I just wanna run away . I wish people understood . That I was afraid to fail , so how am I suppose to help you touch the sky when I'm scared to fly for myself ? And when i wanted to fly people wanted to judge me . So , its ok to be cocky but my confidence is ugly ?
I don't mean to be this way .. I just want somebody to love me . Not the person I pretend to be the real me . My feelings , my emotions , my flaws and all . Getting my feelings hurt , I guess I'm accustomed to it . Its nothing new people just love to do it .. To me mainly .
They toy with my emotions like I'm some kind of play station . Often I'm miss understood . No I'm not from the hood , I'm just trying to get whats good . Like my education and succeed in life . Later on Down the line I'll find my mister right .
I put a smile on my face even though I'm hurt . I tell myself not to cry but deep down inside I know its a lie .. Better than hearing those stupid 4 letters . That's what got me in this situation in the first place . Love .. What is love ? It ain't did nothing for my heart . But left a mark . A mark that's engraved in my chest ..
I'm done .. All together . I don't even wanna be here any more !
Later that night I got a call from Jordan .. He said , I think we should just be friends . I can't believe this ! I just got out in the friend zone ....
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Misunderstood
RomanceZhane's at war with herself . She didn't ask to be this way . If she had a choice she would choose a different life .. From crying her self to sleep at night & and feeling alone in this cold world . Nobody understands her situation .. Don't be so qu...
