I'm so glad to get a break from all that work . I can't believe this morning I spazzed out . Well , in my head . I've never done that before . I guess love makes you do crazy things ..
"Hey , Zhee.." Jada said . "Zhane?!"
"Yea .." I replied calmly .
"What was up with you this morning ? It was like you was in your own little zone" She said doing the quotation fingers on "own little zone" .
"Oh .. Uh .. I'm not sure.." I said .
"Was it because of Jay's new girl ?" Jada said .
I looked at her with a sharp look .. "You knew he had a girlfriend?!" I said .
"Everybody did -.... Everybody except you , huh ?" She said awkwardly .
Wow .. Even my best friend new ! How stupider can I BE ?! I looked at her in astonishment . I can't believe this . .
I pulled out my phone and showed Jada the text .
"I miss you?" She said . "Why ? Maybe he sent it to the wrong person.."
"No ! It can't be .." I said furiously .
"How you figure that?" Jada said
"Because .. He asked me if I got his text ." I said in a quiet tone .
God knows I love Jordan . But he ain't no good for me . I feel like I'm not complete with out him . Like he has the answer to all my problems ..
"I love him" I said out loud .
"Who ?" She said .
"I gotta go do something ." I told her . "I'll be right back ."
"Can I have you tatter tots ?" She said .
"Knock yourself out ." I said walking away .
I'm gonna do it .. Something I should've did last Friday . I'm gonna let him know how I feel about him . So , I texted him back . "I miss you too .. Meet me in the auditorium . Come alone " He looked at me when I sent him the text . I know for a fact we can have privacy there .
"Hey" he said ..
"Hi.." I replied .
"Jordan .. I miss you . I know we had our differences but I miss you . And I don't know what you did but ... You have my heart . I ... I -..." He cut me off .
He kissed me . His perfect lips . Pressed up against mine . Awwww , how I missed his touch..
"But what about your girlfriend ?" I said .
"Let me worry about that .." He said as he kissed me again .
He held my hand as we went our seperate ways until we couldn't reach no more .. I walked back in the lunch room . I feel like the happiest girl ALIVE ! He gives me butterflies .. He makes me feel like I can fly . I glanced at him while we was at our separate tables . He winked at me .
"Uhhh .. What was that about ?!" Jada said .
"What ?" I said trying to act confused .
"Don't play dumb with me . I can see the excitement all over your face .. Spill it ." She said .
I bit my lip . I love my bestfriend . She can see right through me .
"Jordan kissed me ... Not any kiss like a "I miss you kiss" and he made me feel .. Oh my geeee !" I said really fast .
"Zhane ... Did you forget about this morning ? The wall ? .. Or what about now?" She said .
I looked over there .. And there they were . Kissing . I'm done with love . Middle fingers towards it ! Thats how I'm feeling right about now . He's plating with my emotions !
When I went home .. All I wanted to do was cry . I cried all night . I burned every possession I had of him . I'm heart broken ! Why me ?! ... And the bad thing about it is I believed him !
I'm gonna get my phone and just let him know wassup ! He is so childish for that ! I hate him ! What am I saying ?! I love him ... Mostly of all I miss him .
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Misunderstood
RomanceZhane's at war with herself . She didn't ask to be this way . If she had a choice she would choose a different life .. From crying her self to sleep at night & and feeling alone in this cold world . Nobody understands her situation .. Don't be so qu...