All I want is to cut all of my relationships with every friend that has ever encountered with me.
I just want to disappear without letting anyone be worried or feel betrayed by me.
I want to be alone. Away from the world, I used to cherish.
All the moments where I felt my best, are now my worst memory.
I hate every single person that ever cares for me.
They are the reason I can't end this misery.
It's too loud. Overwhelm corrupting me.
Shut up. Please just let me be. Let me cry and deem myself relieved.
Tears, no matter how much I force won't shed.
Emotions swinging in my head, I can't control them as if they have a mind of their own.
I'm tired of pleasing people and of that smile that's always shown.
Clock ticking, waiting. For the moment I perish. And never be seen.
I just hope they won't cry if I ever die.
