all the things i'll never say

𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖

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[verse 1]

i wonder if we'll talk to each other again like we used to

the way we would before you took my heart and snapped it into two

somebody asked me once if i knew you, and a million memories flashed into my head but i just smiled and said, "i thought i did"

i wonder what you think about every time you hear my name

please stop acting like we're fine and everything will be okay

i still tell our friends what happened between us cause i really wish it didn't end this way, cause i was here to stay but you're the one who walked away

[pre-chorus]

and we never really said goodbye

we just sorta ended it

so after all this time

maybe that's why i still feel like shit

[chorus]

i miss you, no, the old you, the one who cared 'bout me

it hurts me to remember how close we used to be

why'd we go through all that to pretend we've never met

but i still repeat the things you said to me in my head

i miss you, not the old you, the one who broke my heart

thought you'd never hurt me but now look where we are

i hope someone asks about me, and you tell them that you fucked up

cause i know a real friend never would've done that

[verse 2]

you know, i could this cold-hearted person if i wanted to be

but i cared way too much for my own good now look where it got me

and even though i try to act like i don't care about you, some places insides tell me that i know i do and it kills me 'cause i know you don't

if you cared we wouldn't have ended up like this

and if i knew where caring would get me i never would have cared about you in the first place

so my mistake, i didn't realize what i was doing

but you did and that's what kills me the most

[pre-chorus]

oh, we never really said goodbye

we just sorta ended it

so after all this time

maybe that's why i still feel like shit

[chorus]

i miss you, no, the old you, the one who cared 'bout me

it hurts me to remember how close we used to be

why'd we go through all that to pretend we've never met

but i still repeat the things you said to me in my head

i miss you, not the old you, the one who broke my heart

thought you'd never hurt me but now look where we are

i hope someone asks about me and you tell them that you fucked up

cause i know a real friend never would've done that

[bridge]

you broke me like i was one of your fucking promises

and now you lost me but remember i was there when nobody else was

i cared about you more than they did, baby, but now i wish you never even met me

cause i don't even hate you at all, just disappointed you betrayed me is all

how can you sleep knowing you broke someone else just because you're going through hell yourself

and how am i supposed to pretend i never wanna see you ever again

i don't know what we are anymore but i know miss what we were

[chorus]

so i miss you, no, the old you, the one who cared 'bout me

it hurts me to remember how close we used to be

why'd we go through all that to pretend we've never met

but i still repeat the things you said to me in my head

i miss you, not the old you, the one who broke my heart

thought you'd never hurt me but now look where we are

i hope someone asks about me and you tell them that you fucked up

cause i know a real friend never would've done that

and i miss our old times 'cause you really weren't so bad

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really, i hope someone asks about me and you tell them that you fucked up because i was RIGHT THERE. right there and you went and turned the other direction. thought i knew you but i don't.

anyways happy sundayy i lowkey almost forgot to update lmaoo.

this one is one of my favs so i hope you guys like it too <3

i should start doing teasers so you guys know what to expect lol.
the teaser for thursday's song is:
"how low can my standards go to date you? lower than the shitty games you played?"

mwah, i love you xoxo