Chapter 4

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Barcode thoughts: I awake to the feeling of steady breathing from the sleeping body next to me. I lift my head from Jeff's chest slowly. His eyes are closed and his lips are slightly parted. I can't help but smile. He seems so much younger when he sleeps. Less controlled. I push a small and gentle kiss to his cheek. I pull back a little and let our faces be close enough together the tips of our nose touch. I stay there, enjoying the shared breaths. I then feel a hand wrap around my waist. I look at the person just a few centimeters away and I'm met with a mischievous expression.
Barcode: P'Jeff! How long have you been awake?
Jeff: Long enough.
Jeff thoughts: I pull Barcode's face back down to me. My hand on his waist. I begin moving upwards and underneath his shirt. His skin is soft and warm to the touch. I teasingly stroke my fingers up his back. Code's breathing starts to increase. He then positions himself so he's straddling me. I can feel his ass directly touching my penis. I close my eyes for a minute praying for restraint. As I'm praying, Barcode starts kissing my neck. I move my head allowing him more access. Barcode pressed soft, slow kisses from my shoulder up to my neck. He removes his lips for a minute and blows hot air that sends shivers down my spine.
*Ahh
I let out a soft moan when he uses the tip of his tongue to lick my neck from bottom to top. Barcode pulls back smiling at me proudly. He brings his face so close to mine that our lips are almost touching. He then whispers to me in a seductive voice.
Barcode: Do you like it?
Jeff thoughts: Rather than responding. I kiss him passionately. As are lips met, a tingling sensation rushed throughout my body. I deepened the kids and Barcode cupped my face in his hands. I move my lips against his with urgency. My arms wrapped him, pulling his body even closer. Barcode moves his hands from my face and starts tugging at my shirt to be removed. I break the kiss and go to take my shirt off for him.
*Knock. Knock. Knock.
We both freeze and turn our heads towards the sound.
Staff: Reminder, you have to be ready to leave in 10 minutes.
Barcode thoughts: With the heat of the moment broken. We turn to look back at each other. I gulp feeling a little self conscious of expressing my desires for P'Jeff so blatantly. Jeff goes to say something but I cut him off not wanting to discuss how far this would've gone.
Jeff: Code-
Barcode: We should get dressed.
I get off Jeff's lap, grab some clothes, and go to the bathroom to change.
Jeff thoughts: I sit staring after Barcode who rushed to the bathroom so quickly. In the moment he seemed to want more and so did I. But after he doesn't even want to talk about it. I let out an exasperated sigh. I feel confused.

At the event.
Barcode thoughts: We're almost done with the event. The cast is taking a picture together side by side. I'm in between P'Ta (on my right) and P'Jeff (on my left.) After the picture is taken. P'Ta calls me "sexy" in a joking way. I look over at him and can't help but smile a little. I remove my arm from Jeff's back, but he grabs one of my fingers to pull me toward him. He then puts two of his fingers around my upper forearm. I look at his face and he seems irritated. I look away, awkwardly smiling at the crowd. Hoping the fans won't notice his sudden change in demeanor.

10 minutes later.

Barcode thoughts: I'm sitting on the floor of the stage. When I feel someone place their arms underneath mine and drag me back to my feet. I turn my head a little to see P'Ta. After he lets go I see Jeff. We lock eyes. While he is smiling, his eyes seem uncomfortable about the situation. I want to make him feel better and tell him that Ta was just playing. I go over and put my arms around him. After a second I go to move, but he grabs my arm with both hands. Jeff pulls me close to his body. Lightly bumping into me from behind. I try to remain calm and finish saying goodbye to the audience. We all walk backstage. After entering the Kinnporsche cast dressing room. P'Ta throws one arm around me.
Ta: You did so good, Nong!
I give a small kiss, quickly on N'Code's neck.
When I pull back both of us start laughing uncontrollably from the random affection.
Jeff: Do you always kiss your friends on the neck?
Ta and Barcode both turn to look at Jeff. They both think his face makes them scared.
Ta: P' I do. With the friends I'm close with.
Jeff: I don't think you should be doing it with N'.
Barcode: He was just being P'Ta. You don't have to be so rude.
Jeff thoughts: I break my eyes from Ta and fix them on Barcode. Barcode looks back at me with calm eyes. Despite his tone beforehand being scolding. I take hold of Code's wrist and drag him to one of the private dressing rooms.
Jeff: What was that? You smile when he calls you sexy. You even laugh when he kisses your neck. Did you forget you have a boyfriend? Or do my feelings not matter to you?
Barcode: Jeff it's not like that P' was just playing as he always does. He means nothing more than friendship.
I take his hands and rub his knuckles soothingly.
I care about your feelings most. More than my own.
Jeff: Believing Barcode's words but still angry. Is that the first time he kissed you on the neck?
Barcode: No. P'Ta has done this kind of thing since we became close.
Jeff: Is that-I try to soften my tone so I don't come off accusingly-Did you learn to kiss someone's neck like that from him?
Barcode: I look down a little shyly at Jeff referring to the moment this morning. No. I would never let P' kiss me like that. I just wanted to do those things, so I did. I didn't learn it from anyone. Still looking down. I feel Jeff take one of his hands from mine and lift my face to meet his eyes.
Jeff: I nod my head to let him know I believe what he's telling me. I'm sorry. I know you two are close friends. But, it still bothers me to see anyone else touching you that way.
Barcode: Bothers? It makes you jealous.
Jeff: I smile and move so our foreheads are touching. Do you really need to hear me say it?
Barcode: Mmmh. Please.
Jeff: I'm jealous. Jealous of you because you're mine. Only mine.

To be continued.

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