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I shoot up gasping for air and I feel my eyes burning with tears. I place my hand on my heart trying to calm myself down the best I could. I look around and realize I'm not there. I'm not with them. I look down and see my little brothers and I calm down even more. They are safe. I'm safe. I'm ok.
I'm ok. It's ok. I'm ok. I'm safe. I keep repeating to myself until I can breathe again. I look at the clock and see that it's three in the morning. I have school in a few hours but there is no way I can fall back to sleep.
It sucks that I can't ever sleep more than four hours. When I do sleep it's more of nightmares and memories which are mentally and physically exhausting. It doesn't even feel like I slept or rested.
I get up off my bed making sure not to wake my brothers up. I go to the bathroom lock the door and wash my face and brush my teeth. Gosh, I need a glass of cold water that always helps me calm down. It also helps with the hunger pains I constantly feel.
I think of the memory I had. Little did I know that day in the cafe would change my life forever. I met my real friends. My found family. But everything has to end right? They think I'm dead and in all honesty, I should've been but I don't want to think about that right now.
I quietly leave my room and look around making sure the coast is clear. The house is dead quiet which makes me feel nice considering James used to snore louder than a semi-truck without oil.
I hide behind a small wall when I hear someone walking up the stairs. I poke my head out and I see Don walking up the stairs and into his room which makes me wonder what he is doing up. Damn it where do I know him from?
I slowly walk down the endless steps. By the time I reach the bottom everything is burning and I'm regretting wanting water. Am I even allowed to get water at this time?
I had my hair down so I didn't bother covering my scar or my tattoo. I also don't plan on seeing anyone and I only have enough to cover it today for school and that's if I'm lucky. I really need to buy some more concealer and foundation.
I slowly find my way to the kitchen. Considering I don't know where the cups are I open the refrigerator to see if they have a water bottle. Thankfully they do. As I grab it and close the door I feel someone behind me. Once they were about to place a hand on my shoulder I quickly spun around and punched them straight in the nose and I heard a crack making them stumble back.
"Damn." I hear Seb groan. "Holy shit you've got an arm." He mumbles holding his now bloody nose.
Oh. My. God. He is going to kill me. Shoot I didn't mean to do that. Crap they are totally going to punish me for this.
"Oh my God are you ok?" I quickly ask not knowing what to do.
"I'm fine I deserved that. I've been an asshole." He says pinching his nose to stop the bleeding.
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The Brio's Lost Mafia Princess
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