it feels like a train wreck

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I stand outside for ages. There's just something in me that thinks kit's going to come back and hold me forever and never let go, and then we'd be in our own world, but he doesn't

My mum comes outside and squeezes my shoulder before looking at my face

"Come on, let's come inside before it starts raining, hm?" She says

I nodded slowly before we both walked back into the house. I sat at the bottom of the stairs with my head in my hands, trying to process what the hell was going on

My mum walks out of the kitchen and over to me

"Dyou want a cup of tea," she asks

I shake my head slowly, I don't want anything other than Kit, my boyfriend

"Alright then, darling,"

She pats my knees before walking back into the kitchen, I end up going upstairs, and I lay in my bed, I look at my phone, and Kit hasn't replied to my message yet

I sigh and put my phone down on the side table. When can this all just stop, I want it to stop, I want people to mind their business and just let me and kit live

*after a few days*

I'm laying in bed, doing nothing, as per usual of me, I miss kit so much i mean we call everyday and text alot and he's coming over on Saturday to see me but I just can't help feel sad about it

I stare at the ceiling for a while, just thinking, I wonder if this is what Kit wants or if Kit is only doing this because he likes someone else but he didn't have the guts to tell me, no, no that's not him. Is it?

I get broken away from my thoughts when I hear my mum and my younger sister Bella being yelled at, I get up, and I open my door and I walk past them to go downstairs

I sit in the living room, and I watch bluey with the door closed. My room is directly above the living room, and I keep hearing banging over and over and over again. I don't think anything of it, and I just watch Bluey

After about ten minutes, the banging stopped, and so did the yelling, so I decided to go back up to my room, but my mum kept trying to stop me

"Let me go to my room," I say

I barge past her, and I open the door, and my face goes pale, I feel sick

"I tried to stop her," Mum says, trying to comfort me

I ignore her and run over to Bella's room and slam the door open

"IM GONNA KILL YOU!!!" I shout, my eyes water up, and i keep shouting that over and over again

My mum pulls me away, and I go into the bathroom and slam and lock the door shut, I pull out my phone and call kit

A/N:
Sorry its a short chapter I wrote this in pe and I wanted to leave this on a cliff hanger hope you liked it



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