When we get to the train station, rosie is standing at the front, and I immediately run over and hug her
"Hiiii," she says, smiling
"Hii."
"How are you?" she asks, moving away from the hug
"Stressed?" I laugh slightly
"Cuz of?" She says, tilting her head
I look over at Kit and joe, who are taking their sweet ass time coming over. I look over at rosie again and nod. She gives me a sympathetic look before hugging me
"im just really worried if he thinks im a freak," i say quietly, trying not to cry
rosie moves away from the hug and shakes her head, and puts her hands on my shoulders
"No, he won't, i promise!" she says reasuringly
i nodded slightly before Kit and joe walked over. I quickly wipe my eyes, pull myself together, and at least make myself look a little happier
"we ready to go?" Kit asks
"Yeah," rosie and I say in unison
we all go in the train station and we all get our tickets, they train wont be here until another half an hour so we all took a walk to the cafe and we sat down and we all got a drink and chatted for a bit
After when we drink our coffees and teas, we all get up and go over to our platform, we need to go to London Liverpool Street, which won't be much of a journey as its only like 3 or 4 stops which I'm not complaining about
I sit down on one of the chairs as we wait for the train to come. I think Kit noticed I'm low-key on edge, so he sits next to me and holds my hand
"Hey, you okay?" He asks
I look up at him and smile "Yeah I'm okay, why?"
"You just looked like you was in your own world," he chuckles
"Oh no, I'm fine," I say
"You not worrying about anything?" He asks again
"Not really, mostly about the trains being too loud, I guess," I say
"I have your noise cancelling headphones in my bag if you want them?" He says, letting go of my hand and getting backpack
I nod, and he get them out for me. I put them on, and to be honest, it does help even though I wasn't really worrying about the loud noises
He kisses my head gently, and I put my head on his shoulder, and he starts playing with my hair. I can't help but keep thinking about what his reaction is going to be. Im scared
Our train comes, and we all get on, and I sit next to Kit and rosie and joe sit opposite us, and I put my head back on Kits shoulder
"You sure you're okay?" He asks
I nod and move closer to him. He looks worried, but he puts that thought away and just kisses my head before I fall asleep
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love never ends (Kit connor x River)
Romance"River, please, I know that you hate it, but please look at me when I say this." he pleads I nod slowly, and I look up at him, and he has tears in his eyes that are threatening to fall "Before I say anything, I love you so fucking much please know...
