love never ends (Kit connor x River)

drunk cooking

A/N: This is a present for one of my best friends, rosie, as you love kit and river so much. Happy birthday xx

Tw: alcohol, mention of suicide and sh

I've started cancelling, and it's been going well. It's not too well, but well. It hasn't made me better, but it feels nice to talk to someone other than Kit about my feelings. It's not like I don't love kit. I just needed to talk to someone professional.

Talking about my feelings has always been a hit or miss. You either can get me to tell you or not. Most of the time, you can't

Kit and I also stayed with my mum for a few weeks, only because my mum had to deal with my suicide thoughts before not with just me with my older sister, madison as well and sookie, my younger sister. So my mum had some experience, unlike kit

I've also talked about my eating as well, which is a shock, to say the least, as I really do not talk about that

When we was also at my mums I realised that my hair was really bad and messy and it was a while since kit last cut my hair and mum and kit was telling me to get my hair cut so I decided to cut all my mullet off

I still kept it long at the front, but I gave up with the back and side, so I got kit to cut the side and back for me and to be honest it's actually felt nice not having as much hair

Me and Kit are in the kitchen cleaning out all our spoiled food from when we stayed with my mum when I saw an unopened bottle of vodka that was in date but will go spoiled in a few days

I think of a random idea and giggle to myself. Kit looks over, confused about why I am laughing

"What?" he asks

"I just had a fun idea." I giggle

"Oh god, what is it?" he chuckles, knowing well and good that my fun ideas can be something really stupid

I move, so im standing in front of him and have one hand on the vodka bottle and the other on kits chest looking up at him with a grin

"Well, this vodka bottle is gonna go out of date soon, so I thought maybe we could get drunk today?" I smirk

"We can do that if you want." He smiles

"And can we cook dinner as well as being drunk, but every five minutes, we take a shot." I giggle

"That's going to be a recipe for disaster," he laughs

"Good," I smile, then i kiss his cheek

"So what do you want for dinner then?" He says gently

"Can we have pizza?" I ask

"Okay, we can do that," he smiles

When it starts getting close to dinner, I walk over to kit while grinning

"Babyyyy," I say with a smug look on my face

"Riverrrrr," Kit says, matching my tone

"Can we make dinner nowww" I smirk

"Are you that desperate to get drunk?" He chuckles

"I mean, yeah?" I laugh

Kit rolls his eyes and stands up, and we both walk into the kitchen, and kit takes the vodka out from the cupboard

"So how do we do this?"

"So basically, we set a 5 minute timer, and when it goes off, we take a shot, and we just cook as normal, but we're drunk," i say

"Okay then," kit chuckles, then takes out two shot glasses and places them on the table with the vodka

i get out the flour and the rest of the ingredients out and place them on the counter, and i set the timer on my phone for five minutes