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Chapter 61: There is no use regretting

In fact, Su Mingran did not wake up. He dreamed of Yang Lingxuan in his dream. It was another absurd dream. When he woke up, he thought he was in a dream and couldn't help but do other things to Yang Lingxuan. .

When Su Mingran came back to her senses, she found that she had kissed Yang Lingxuan's lips, and she didn't know how to advance or retreat.

His cheeks were hot, and Su Mingran wanted to pull away, but Yang Lingxuan pressed his back, took him deep, and deepened the kiss.

This room was too small, and all the subtle noises could be heard. Su Mingran wanted to cover her ears, and soon all her senses were directed towards one place.

The feedback to Su Mingran was hot, enthusiastic and joyful.

This small bed could not bear the weight of two people, and it made a small sound in resistance.

A series of rapid knocks on the door interrupted the two of them. Yang Lingxuan let go of Su Mingran, pressed his forehead against Su Mingran's, and breathed lightly.

Su Mingran's mouth smelled of mint mixed with cigarettes.

"They're knocking on the door." As Su Mingran spoke, she found that her voice was hoarse and she blushed for a while and closed her mouth.

Yang Lingxuan chuckled lightly, rubbing the tip of Su Mingran's nose with the tip of his nose. The light in his eyes was gentler than the moonlight, "Do you hate the smell of cigarettes?"

Su Mingran's eyes wandered, and after a while he dared to look at Yang Lingxuan, and whispered: "It's okay."

After saying that, the two lips that were very close to each other kissed again, turning and turning again and again, making Su Mingran's mouth numb.

The secretary outside the office was waiting a little anxiously, urging the people inside who were still waiting to come out.

Yu Jing, who had come up to get something, saw Yu Jing and asked, "What's wrong?"

The secretary hurriedly said, "Vice President, Mr. Yang may have fallen asleep in there. No matter how hard I knocked, he couldn't get a call."

"Why don't you go in? Door? " It should be unlocked."

"It's locked."

Yu Jing raised his eyebrows. He knew what Yang Lingxuan was doing inside. He was probably having a tryst with a beautiful woman. "Just wait, I think it will take a while."

"Mr. Yang has been sleeping for so long . ?"

"He's not sleeping, he's—"

The door was opened, and Yang Lingxuan stood in front of the two of them, adjusting his tie.

Yu Jing looked at Yang Lingxuan from beginning to end and teased: "What's wrong with Mr. Yang? Did he eat something spicy? It's such a bright color~"

"Hey, why is the bow tie crooked? It's not normal, Mr. Yang~ "

Yang Lingxuan ignored him and said to his secretary: "The meal will arrive soon. Send one here first, and add another soup. It shouldn't be too oily or salty. You don't need to put too much meat.

" The secretary peeked inside. He was also surprised why Yang Lingxuan didn't come out for so long, but he didn't see anything.

When Su Mingran got up from the bed, Yang Lingxuan had been gone for ten minutes.

He moved sheepishly to the mirror and examined his lips.

My lips were scratched and a little painful.

After a while, Yang Lingxuan's secretary knocked on the door and brought him dinner. He set up a large table before leaving.

Su Mingran drank a bowl of soup and couldn't drink it anymore. She held the tablet and looked at it in concentration. Finally, she felt so ashamed that she packed up her things and left in a hurry.

When Yang Lingxuan came back from the meeting, the building was already empty.

Yu Jing behind him patted his back and started a new round of teasing, "I'm still thinking about the beauty. The beauty is gone. It's time for you to calm down."

Yang Lingxuan sat on his chair and gave Yu Jing Jing lost his pack of cigarettes.

The two of them lit a cigarette and smoked, and Yu Jingcai said the purpose of coming to Yang Lingxuan, "What will you do next?"

The dinner incident did have an impact on Yang Lingxuan. The people above were all concerned about the company's reputation and deeply loved it. Feudal baptism, after all, the dressing style of their internal staff should not be too exaggerated, and they gradually required their partners to be similar to them.

What's more, there is an example.

A few years ago, there was a CEO who openly announced his sexual orientation. The superiors thought that this was a challenge to his authority, and he was widely besieged. In the end, he ended up bankrupt.

This time, the development rights of the land in Dongjian District were only deleted. The project was not the largest of Yang's company, but it was a signal of in-depth cooperation with various senior officials. It had already made Yang Lingxuan very anxious. It was an obvious warning. A warning to Yang Lingxuan. Don't overdo it.

In fact, the solution is very simple.

Yang Lingxuan only needed to give in and show that he was just a drunken joke at the dinner. After one or two warnings from the superiors, the matter would be over.

But Yang Lingxuan did not give in, and insisted on going upstream, and he would suffer in the future.

Based on Yu Jing's guess, Yang Lingxuan would choose the latter, but he wanted to persuade Yang Lingxuan to choose the former.

"Sometimes it's not bad to show weakness properly. You see who cares about your private affairs. As long as you two are not so aboveboard, it's just a matter behind your back if you are being talked about behind your back." It

's even more fun in the celebrity circle . However, as long as the trouble is not brought to light, the higher-ups won't care.

Celebrities can do it, and so can Yang Lingxuan.

Yang Lingxuan sneered, and the cigarette in his hand floated far away, "Do you think I will be afraid? Who do I like or dislike? No one can force me to hide in secret and fall in love. Why is he so invisible to others?"

"A good official is not a good man. He insists on interfering in my private affairs. Is he holding on after eating enough?"

"That's not what I said..."

"Which one of them is not spending money? There are new people every day, maybe? They do it, but I'm not allowed to do it?" Yang Lingxuan said sternly, "They're afraid they don't know what will happen if they make me angry."

Yu Jing closed his mouth and swallowed hard.

He and Yang Lingxuan are old friends. It was even harder to get into America back then than it is now.

Those grandsons abroad are very xenophobic. They bully you openly, but they see that you have no connections abroad, and they try their best to disgust you behind your back.

One time, the grandsons broke into their office and smashed all their computers. Yang Lingxuan reported the case that day, but the American police officer saw that they were Chinese and dismissed them with a few words.

The next day, Yang Lingxuan took him and some colleagues, each with a baseball bat, and smashed the other company's computers and all the other company's cars. He almost beat the grandson to death, and even the police came and did nothing. , and then everything was safe.

It was Yu Jing's first time to do this kind of thing, and he felt sad. It was also his first time to experience Yang Lingxuan's ruthlessness.

"As a friend, I can only advise you to come here. The rest is up to you." Yu Jing sighed.

Yang Lingxuan put out the cigarette and made a calculation in his mind, "I'm afraid I will have to endure this for a while. If he can suppress me, I can also support a new master."

A week later, Su Mingran took the rest of the class After finishing his studies, he had already said hello to his professor. He might need to take a leave of absence for a while due to family circumstances. When he was done with his work, he would concentrate on his studies and prepare for exams. He would only be able to come back occasionally during exams.

The professor knew his family environment well and thought it was Su Renhua who was causing him trouble again. He sighed and said, "If you can't solve anything, come to me. Although I don't have that much money, I can always help you."

Su Mingyong He looked at the professor and sniffed, "No, you are in school well. I have nothing to help you. I will definitely come back before the start of next semester, and I will also practice my homework during the period."

The professor patted his back and said, "Okay."

After leaving the school, Su Mingran got into the car. It was Gao Sheng who took him to the Su family's company today.

Two days ago, he asked Yang Lingxuan for help, saying that he needed help with something.

Yang Lingxuan originally wanted to come over in person, but Su Mingran refused, so he sent Gao Sheng over.

Gao Sheng didn't know what he was going to do to help Su Mingran, he just followed Su Mingran's instructions.

Gao Sheng sent people to the door of Su's company. Su's company was not as prosperous as before. There were only one or two cars parked at the door. The number of security guards downstairs changed from a dozen to two, one was tall and the other was short. On the other side is Su Renhua.

It's impossible to go to Su's company without meeting Su Renhua.

Su Mingran got off the car and walked to the security booth.

Su Renhua's eyes also moved with Su Mingran.

After he learned the truth from the last concert, he stayed in his room and refused to come out no matter who called him.

When Su Mo came back, he opened the door and looked inside. He was about to go out when he was stopped by Su Renhua.

Now Su Mo was the only one around Su Renhua who could say a few intimate words. He told Su Mo everything about Qi Xinghe not being his son, including the debt he owed.

Su Mo didn't have any reaction after hearing this. He asked Su Renhua, "Are you telling me this to make me sympathize with you?"

Su Renhua nodded, no, and he didn't nod.

Su Mo mocked: "What can you do to deserve sympathy?"

Su Renhua thought a lot about some things in the past during this period. He was accused by his father of not having enough talent since he was a child. Later, after giving birth to Su Mo, there was a period of time when Su Mo He was personally trained by his father, who praised Su Mo as a rare and talented person and planned to focus on training him.

Not long after, his father passed away.

Su Mo may not know that their grandfather was very fond of him, and before his death, many inheritances were secretly divided into Su Mo's name.

Su Renhua has been suppressed by his father since he was a child, and suppressed by the people around him who are more talented and smarter than him. He is finally able to marry a wife and have children on his own, and is suppressed by his son who is younger than him.

He is indeed a coward, but a coward also wants to be truly praised one day.

Later, he replaced his father in the company and received a lot of praise. Whether it was sincere or not, Su Renhua accepted it. This kind of false self-esteem was growing out of control.

He prefers Qi Xinghe, not Qi Xinghe himself, but his younger self.

He knew in his heart that Qi Xinghe couldn't compare to Su Mo, but the more he couldn't compare to Qi Xinghe, the more he looked like his incompetent self when he was a child. The more successful Qi Xinghe was, the more he could make up for the regrets in his heart.

This mentality is abnormal and twisted, and it contributes to his twisted life.

He was indeed sorry for Su Mo, sorry for Su Minmin, and even more sorry for Su Mingran.

Until now, he didn't know how to face them.

Su Mingran was getting closer and closer in his sight. Su Renhua arranged his clothes and looked like a human being.

But it was in vain for him to do so. Su Mingran didn't look at him at all.

The colleague next to him pushed Su Renhua, pointed at Su Mingran and said, "Hey, isn't that your most hated son? Why is he here? He comes to find you?"

Su Renhua lowered his head, "Probably not coming to me."

"I think so. If I were a father like you, I wouldn't come to you."

"Now your son is very promising and his future is limitless. Fortunately, he left you. If he hadn't left, you would have harmed others." How miserable."

The colleague next to Su Renhua was also a security guard downstairs and had heard about the Su family.

At that time, the Su family was still prosperous. They often saw Su Renhua and Qi Xinghe coming in and out. Su Mo also occasionally appeared around Su Renhua. Su Minmin was a member of their company, and it was normal to go in and out of the company. The only number of times Su Mingran appeared was rare.

Gossip started to appear.

"Why do you think Mr. Su is so partial to an adopted son?"

"Maybe it's an illegitimate child, hahaha!"

"Shh, keep your voice down, if someone overhears, Su will always curse."

There are many such speculations. Most of them were chatting and joking, and some people felt sorry for Su Mingran.

In fact, the people below felt that Su Mingran was easier to get along with. Every time he registered in front of the desk politely, he would say thank you after the registration was completed.

They also don't understand that when entering or exiting their own company, they have to register at the door, and they have to ask the front desk to notify the superiors before they can enter.

Compared with Qixinghe, it is easy to get in and out, and there is a special car for delivery.

Su Renhua's colleague saw Su Mingran walking towards the Su family's company building, paused and then returned. He quickly said to Su Mingran, "You don't need to register, I recognize you!" It

was the same in the past, whenever Su Mingran came in or out, he would There was no need for him to register. Su Mingran would politely thank him every time.

Same thing this time.

"Thank you."

"No, no, no!" the colleague smiled.

Seeing Su Mingran entering the building, a colleague glanced at a car parked at the door and touched Su Renhua with his elbow. "That car looks similar to an ordinary car even though it is dark. My car is very expensive. Most people would definitely I can't afford

to drive it. My son saw that car in a magazine last time and told me that he would buy one when he gets rich. Son, after all, it's a father-son relationship. If he's soft-hearted, he might take you to live in a mansion."

Su Renhua bowed his back and limped into the security booth. He was too embarrassed to continue answering what his colleague said.

The phone rang, and Su Renhua picked it up tremblingly.

There were messages on his phone constantly urging him to repay his debt. He had just been beaten two days ago for not paying back the money. He was shielding his face, and his face was invisible. There were injuries all over his body.

The soft-heartedness mentioned by colleagues cannot appear in Su Mingran. The most soft-hearted person in the family may be Su Mo or Su Minmin, but it definitely cannot be Su Mingran.

The colleague was still mumbling: "Actually, you are lucky. Although your company is not yours now, it is still related to you and belongs to your brother."

"You used to look down on your brother, but he still has a place for him. Here you go, not bad."

Su Renhua listened to his nagging words and remained silent.

He put his hands into his pockets and suddenly felt something inside.

This piece of clothing was an old model from two years ago, and it was quite warm to wear. It was a little warm inside the security booth, so he took off his thick coat, so he wouldn't feel cold even if he wore it alone.

Because they were once expensive clothes, Su Renhua didn't let Yan Qian wash them, and she didn't wear them often to make them look newer.

He took something out of his pocket and found a letter.

He looked through it doubtfully and took it apart. It was a prayer ribbon from the temple.

This streamer looks very old, there are only three in total.

He flattened the ribbon and looked at it. There were some childish handwriting on it, and it looked like it was written by Su Mingran.

[I envy those children who can sit on their father's head and use their father as a cart or horse to carry them around. My dad wouldn't treat me like this and even hated talking to me. I have many wishes, and my wish for my father is very simple. I want to sit on the back of my father's neck, just once. ]

[The last wish may have been too difficult for me. This time I changed it to a simple one, but I thought about it for a long time and couldn't think of anything simple. I want my dad to have breakfast with me and go to the amusement park with me. Play and chat with me, but dad is too busy and has no time. When he has time, he also spends time with Qi Xinghe. Why does dad like Qi Xinghe? Is it because he is good? 】

Su Renhua looked at these handwritings and touched his cheek.

Ever since he knew clearly that the son he had always cherished was not his child, apart from the absurdity, he was also tormented by the guilt of being abandoned by him for a long time.

The conscience that had been wiped out surged forward, but was suppressed by the reality in front of him.

Everything is a foregone conclusion, and it would be ridiculous for him to regret it again.

Su Renhua opened the last ribbon. The handwriting on it was much more mature than the previous ones. Different from the previous series of words, this one only contained a short sentence - [I wish my father good health. ]

is a harbinger of disappointment.

Looking at these things, Su Renhua did not move for a long time.

Su Mingran had been up for half an hour when a man came down from the company and was the manager of a certain department.

"Someone come and clean the toilet."

His colleague played with his mobile phone and ignored him, so Su Renhua could only go by himself.

There were many problems left over by the Su family company. Su Ci operated it with a small profit. In the past, the company was able to make profits because of the foundation laid by the front. Later, Su Mo took over and performed well and could barely maintain it.

Later, they kicked Su Mo out, and the problems left by the company became increasingly apparent.

Now the Su family's company is just an empty shell on the surface, with a pitiful number of employees and a lonely building standing here.

Therefore, if there is not enough manpower for daily cleaning, and the people in the office do not want to move, they will call the two of them as security guards.

In the past, the security brigade had a large number of people, and everyone looked fierce and did not dare to use them. Now most of the security guards have been dismissed. Su Ci also kept Su Renhua on because he was his younger brother.

In order to avoid conflicts and not to offend Su Ci, Su Renhua usually does the cleaning.

Su Renhua went to the cleaning room, took a glove mop, and limped to the toilet to collect the garbage.

There were only a few people in the company, so cleaning was not too strenuous. However, the toilet was wet and smelly. Su Renhua was not very stable and had to be careful when working.

The weather was bad today, it was cloudy. Su Renhua was cleaning the toilet with a garbage bag. He moved and his feet slipped, and he hurriedly held on to the door handle before he could barely stand still.

During this period of time, he obviously felt weak in physical strength, his eyesight was not working well, and he was unable to do anything energetically.

I thought that if I didn't pay the money in a few days, I would be beaten again, and I didn't know if I would be able to crawl back alive this time, I was scared and scared.

Su Renhua's previous hopes were all on Qi Xinghe, but now this disappointment has become nothing and has become the most ridiculous joke. He cannot talk about this pain to others, he can only swallow it in his stomach.

He walked tremblingly to the door with a pile of garbage. He was so exhausted that he forgot to take out the mop and went back to get the mop.

When passing a piece of wet ground, the crutch couldn't help but move in one direction. Su Renhua couldn't stand firm in time. This time, there was nothing to hold on to, and he fell heavily to the ground.

With this fall, the back of his head landed on the ground. The sound of his head hitting the ground was very heavy. His legs were twisted in an unknown place and he could not move at all.

He yelled "ouch ouch" and tried to call the others over.

I called dozens of times in a row, but no one could be called even though the company only had a few people and the office was not far away.

Su Renhua touched the ground, looking for his mobile phone. He vaguely remembered that his mobile phone was in the cleaning room and he forgot to put it in his pocket. He felt helpless.

At the end of the shouting, Su Renhua got tired of shouting. He stared blankly at the dusty lamp on the ceiling.

My head hurt more and more, and my whole body felt like I was lying on glass. It hurt so much.

At this time, Su Renhua suddenly remembered a past incident, which was about Su Mingran.

It has been so long that he can't remember clearly. He only remembers that he beat Su Mingran with a whip. Su Mingran was beaten until she couldn't scream. He didn't know why. Seeing Su Mingran begging harder, he didn't beg. On the contrary, the strength decreased.

Finally, he threw Su Mingran into the basement.

Su Mingran was just a child at that time, and the dark and dark place in the basement must have been very scary, just like myself now.

Su Renhua closed his eyes in despair.

When Su Renhua woke up, he found himself in the hospital, with an injection on the back of his hand, and he was lying on a stretcher in the hospital with a hanging needle.

He struggled to get up and found that all his clothes were taken off and his body was wrapped in some gauze. The gauze was soaked in potion and stuck to his body yellow.

Su Ci entered the room and saw that Su Renhua was awake. He raised his eyebrows and said, "You are so lucky."

Su Renhua sat on the bed with difficulty, his head lowered.

In front of Su Ci, he had long lost his former arrogance and became cautious and inferior to others.

In fact, it wasn't just Su Ci, he looked like this in front of everyone, unconsciously lowering his head and not daring to look at anyone.

"Thank you, brother, for saving me."

Su Ci tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Don't thank me by mistake, I won't save you."

"Who is that?"

Su Ci arranged his clothes and said, "Su Mingran bumped into you. Lying in the toilet, he asked someone to take you to the hospital."

Su Renhua leaned forward and finally raised his head, as if in disbelief, "Su Mingran?"

Su Ci glanced at him, today is Su Mingran. Su Ci is still considering discussing cooperation.

The two spent the whole afternoon discussing without any results. When Su Mingran went to the toilet, he found Su Renhua in a coma.

"You have a good destiny. You were born into a wealthy family. Your father focused on nurturing you. Your mother knew that you were a dou but she also wanted to help you. With your appearance, you can survive until now even though you are down and out. You have a very hard life."

"You are lucky. " You have a high fever in the toilet, and the doctor said that if you come even one minute late, you will have to be sent to the ICU, so Su Mingran can still send someone to take you to the hospital regardless of past suspicions."

Su Renhua struggled to grab the corner of Su Ci's clothes and begged him. "Has he gone far? Can you take me to see him?"

Su Ci pulled back his clothes and said coldly: "Don't think about it. Su Mingran said that if a passing ant encounters difficulties, he will also He doesn't hate you for lending a helping hand. He hates being alone for being too tired, but he has no feelings for you, and he doesn't want to see you. "

"I paid the medical bills for you, and I will concentrate on staying in the security room from now on. There is no need for cleaning. You do it."

Su Renhua sat on the bed in a daze. Suddenly he remembered something and asked Su Ci anxiously: "Did you see my clothes?"

Su Ci said doubtfully, "Maybe they were left in the consultation room. It's over."

Su Renhua pulled out the needle and stumbled to the consultation room with a cane.

He asked around, and the nurse said that his clothes were too dirty and he couldn't put them on the stool next to him.

Su Renhua searched everywhere. There were many people today and Su Ci didn't hold it for him. Maybe it would be thrown away by the sweeper aunt.

He stumbled to the hospital trash can again and rummaged through the trash.

Oblivious to the stench, he just wanted to find what Su Mingran had written to him.

I looked through it for a long time but didn't find it.

Just like when Su Mingran carefully placed the transcript on the table, it was thrown into the trash can.

It took several years for someone to hold it in their cherished hands, but it had already disappeared long ago when they were looking for it.

At the main entrance of the hospital, Yang Lingxuan drove to pick up Su Mingran.

Su Mingran got into the car and was about to fasten his seat belt when he heard Yang Lingxuan calling him.

"Aran."

"Huh?" Su Mingran looked up doubtfully.

Then his light was blocked by someone, and Yang Lingxuan held his cheek and kissed him.

"I haven't seen you for a day and I miss you so much."