Love me like you do

Chapter 3

We went down to the kitchen, my mom made spaghetti with tomato sauce, there is nothing better than a mother's tomato sauce. We sat down and looked at each other, I don't know why but I started giggling, a few seconds later he joined.

"What's so funny?", my mom asked.

But we started laughing even harder.

"I want to laugh with you.", she pouted.

"No idea, maybe it's his face.", I almost choked on the pasta.

"Or your hair.", he said with a red face.

"You two are unbelievable."

"Sarah would kill me if I was this childish around her."

"Me too, but there's nothing wrong with laughing."

"True, still she wouldn't like it."

"Yeah, sometimes she's weird. Revenge?"

"Sure."

Went back upstairs, playing another round of Mario Kart. This time without distraction. It was hard but I won, happy I let myself fall back on the pillow. I didn't think it would be a problem but my rolled up shirt caught his attention, I jumped up when I felt his finger tips on my side.

"What are you doing?!"

"Testing if you're ticklish."

"Liar. Now stop that.", I sat back on the bed, pulling my shirt down, when I laid back.

He looked at me with a smile, laying down facing me.

"Stop it."

"What?"

"Looking at me like that."

"Why?"

"Why not?"

"Got me."

"I looked at the ceiling, but I felt how he came closer.

"Don't even think about it.", I sat up.

"About what?"

"Kissing me.", I pushed his face away.

"You think I wanted to kiss you?"

"I....erm.....you looked like.....", I stuttered with a blush.

"You're cute when you're nervous."

He placed his hand on my cheek and pulled me closer, before our lips touched. I was shocked, my nerves felt like they would explode, and my heart was beating so fast it hurt in my chest. I just stared at him with big eyes, when he stopped.

"Are you okay?", he whispered a bit worried.

"I'm having a panic attack.", I dryly said staring at him.

"I'm sorry, didn't want to scare you.", he grabbed my hand.

My breathing got faster and faster, I felt like I was going to cry.

"Sh. Calm down, let's lay down and breathe. You're not alone.", I just nodded and did what he said.

He put on arm over my body and the other around my head, ruffling my hair, I felt myself relax again.

"Thanks."

"No problem. Better?"

"Yeah, I was just surprised and shocked and....."

"It's okay, I won't do it again."

"That's the problem, I liked it. But you're Sarah's boyfriend."

"I know, we can still be friends."

"You kissed me, friends don't kiss."

"Cuddle?"

"Cuddling is fine."

"Good cause I could get used to that."

"Shut up.", I smiled.

"Is your hair real?"

"Of course, why shouldn't it?"

"Never seen someone with such black hair and blue eyes before."

"It's more like grey to be honest."

"You can't take a compliment, can you?"

"No.", I smiled and turned around, facing him.

I rolled up in his arms, enjoying his warmth. I haven't felt this comfortable in another mans arms for a long time, but I knew it was wrong.