Only To Be Yours

Fierce heart

"You are God gifted . You have no right to lower yourself. "said Shri Krishna.

"Really!! "asked she irritated.

"Who I am ? What is my identity? Am I a slave ? A princess? A daughter? "asked she .

"Where is my parents? My family? Where was I born ?How unlucky !!!"asked Panchali.

"You are born for a reason dear. You will end all the adharm . You are free from all sin. It's their misfortunate that they failed to understand you."said Shri Krishna and His Sakhi smiled.

"Nice try Govind . But it's true. I have no identify. I don't know what is the reason for my birth ,I am not interested to know anything also."said she angrily.

"I want to live of my own. I will go away from here Sakha."said Panchali and started packing everything.

"Sakhi ,where are you going?"questioned Shri Krishna .

"Don't know but away from here."told Panchali.

"Sakhi wait. Calm down. I am sorry.You first stay calm."requested Govind.

"Sorry? Why are you sorry ? It's my fate ."said Panchali cursing her fate.

"Sakhi ,I will take you to Dwarka. Trust me you will love my place. But now don't take any decision in anger."requested Her Govind.

She smiled and said "Not in anger Sakha. A dassi shouldn't have anger issue. And me ....... I have no identity also."she again gave Him a watery smile.

"But I am really lucky Sakha. I have a mother like Mata Kunti . I have a brother,a protector ,a friend like you ,a sister like Drithi."informed she.

"But my luck plays with me. Mata Kunti isn't my own mother ,you aren't my own neither Drithi . I have everyone but none ,Sakha. What will I do live with you all?"questioned Panchali.

"And the love and care Mata Kunti gave you? I have just come but I promised you to share your suffering,untold stories . Don't you value them ??"asked Shri Krishna.

"You are making me feel like a selfish Govind."complained Panchali .

"You are being. You know how tensed will be Bua Kunti ? Aren't you thinking about her?"questioned Govind but she paid no attention to Him.

"How wicked are they!! I am feeling disgusted here ."commented Panchali.

"Stay happy and pardon me Sakha. But I have to go."said Draupadi and went.

"It's not that easy to run away Sakhi.You can't go even if you want desperately...

"Why are you going, Panchali?" a lady asked. Her voice was rough. She was none other than Mata Mohini.

"Maharani Mohini .."said she and looked at her.

"Yes ,why are you leaving?"asked she her .

"I am going from here forever Mata."said Draupadi.

"I don't want to bother anyone. I want to be free now ". replied Draupadi and started going.

"No ,you can't go. Yes we don't like you still you can't go."shouted she.

"Don't speak too much. Just do what we said. Kunti had told you not to come outside without her permission."said Mata Mohini.

"Sorry Mata. I am thankful to you for everything. But I don't want to bother you anymore."requested the love lady of Pandavas.

Mata Mohini smiled at her stupidity.

"You are a troublemaker. You can bring only trouble for us."taunted Mata Mohini.

Within few moments,the atmosphere was being unstable. They both felt something bad will happen. But she was more afraid than Panchali as she knew everything about her.

"This girl..... Now come with me."ordered she pulling her.

"But maharani...."she was cut off by her ,"Not a single word. Now you will go with me in mahal."

Panchali had to come forcibly.
"Now go to your room silently. No one should know about anything dear. Go."said Mata Mohini caressing her hair.

Along with sad face ,she entered in her dark room.

Fully shocked ,she saw Pandav Kumars in her room.She was right ,she is actually troublemaker. Trouble is her shadow.

"Where were you ?"asked aBheem

"Why you went outside in late night?"questioned aNakul.

But she didn't reply.

Her silence was making them more tensed.

"Why aren't you saying anything? Are you fine?"questioned aYudisthir.

"No ,I am fine Rajkumar."lied Panchali not looking at them and she ignored them.

"Why are you talking like this?"asked aArjun

"Yeah. We just wanted to know where were you ."said aYudisthir.

"Sorry Rajkumar.I didn't mean to hurt you. But you shouldn't come here at this time in my room."said Panchali silently.

"So that you can roam freely !"asked aSahadev .

Panchali smirked and asked them why they had come to her room.

"Nothing.Just like that."said aArjun.

"Seriously !! You came to room at this time to say nothing."asked Draupadi confusingly.

Pandavas shared a look and went.