𝑨𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒂𝒖𝒅𝒊𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝑺/𝑯 I feel like I'm so fucked in the head and I saw this and I don't rlly listen to audios like this, I've always labelled it embarrassing because I get bad second hand embarrassment but my chest hurts really bad as soon as I heard him talk and it's not that I desperately want a man to do this. I just want someone to fucking care for once in a while. My chest feels like it's being twisted into knots and I can't even breathe. My friends are so used to me cutting that they shrug it off, scold me but I never realised they've never tried to actually help me. Even with all my family shit RN it's just too much. I'm not a generically "pretty" person, I'm genuinely below average, so I scoff at bf audios because I KNOW I'm not pretty enough to be treated like this. And I've been trying to loose weight because I'm overweight and everyone's telling me I'm overweight but I overeat when I'm stressed and anxious and it's killing me inside. I want to starve myself so bad but I can't because it's too hard and I hate myself for it.
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