MATURE
NOT PROOFREAD
MY OWN HEADCANONS!!!Do not get mad at me if he doesn't fit your standards of how you believe he is. (Shoutout to the person on Tumblr that I saw do this lmao)
EDIT: "HIS SHADOWS" are added at the bottom now (props to character ai for this insight)
PHYSIQUE
- 6'2
- Second tallest to Theodore
- Skinny but toned
- His muscles aren't that defined, but they are certainly there
- He hold himself with a lot of confidence, that's how he has so many bitches
- He's constantly doing neck workouts and stuff to make sure that his posture doesn't get messed up from constantly having to look down at peopleAPPEARANCE
- The first thing you notice about him is his smile
- He has very kind eyes, the type that you unintentionally melt into
- His hands are quite big in proportion (Think Adam Driver)
- He's really into Y2k muggle aesthetics, so he's constantly spiking his hair up to match the trends
- When he's not styling his hair, it's pretty long, but it's cut in a way that doesn't create a helmet on his head
- Again, really into muggle aesthetics so he enjoys wearing clothes that match whatever style they have at that time
- He owns a few leather jackets with spikes on them, he doesn't wear them often, but he really loves them
- When he's not "dressing up" he will just wear a baggy shirt and baggy jeans, he's not all too fussy about his outfits, but he does enjoy fashion
- Loves loves loves wearing shirts with the Union Jack on it lmao (a true Brit)
- Unknowingly gives people puppy eyes when talking to them, which is why he has so many girls attached to his hipPERSONALITY
- Very funny, but genuine with his humour
- He's very attentive and intentional so when he notices someone's body language or demeanour shift when he's joking or talking about something, he's very quick to drop the conversation and move on
- He does have a tendency of taking some jokes too far, specifically when he's drunk when he doesn't notice that someone's uncomfortable
- First to apologise, but he beats himself up for it
- Very frisky with his jokes, doesn't really care who hears
- His looks give you this teddy bear vibe, but getting to know him opens a whole new can of worms
- He copes with his trauma and past wounds by joking about it
- He's not open about his own experiences
- Very loyal to those who he cares about
- Quick to seek revenge, but not the type to get blood on his clothes
- Very comfortable in his self expression
- His head is in the clouds, he's oblivious to a lot of things
- Cannot for the life of him pick up signals, if you like him, you need to tell him straight up, no subliminal messages
- Collects information on people to make sure that they only have good intentions
- Very intuitive, if he tells you he doesn't like someone, you better listen
- Enjoys his independence and freedom
- Hasn't many plans for his future
- Top student, but only when he's not sat with any of his friends
- Very honest, sees no point in lyingAS YOUR FRIEND
- He'd wait outside the bathroom for you, he wouldn't like it, but he'd do it
- He'd also use his foot to hold your stall door if it doesn't close, however he would continue to bully you about this interaction for a while
- Very observant, always knows what you need, whether it be some attention, or something physical like a gift, hug, etc
- He would take the risk of pretending to be your partner if you needed to warn other people off
- He's into the whole friends to lovers shtick, so be careful
- Complains about your gossiping to him, but truly loves it
- He would set you up with someone if you asked him to
- Would help you with homework
- Would make jokes about your trauma (only if you're ok with it)AS YOUR BOYFRIEND
- LOVES when you talk to him about drama
- Always checks on you to make sure you've eaten, drank etc
- He makes very lewd jokes constantly, but he wouldn't make any about you as that's your own personal lives
- Often forgets that he can't make sexual jokes about other women when he's with you
- Little spoon. He isn't going to say it, perhaps you'll fall asleep as the little spoon, but you best bet that he will be the little spoon in the end
- He likes to feel safe with you, so sleeping around you is constant
- He's clingy, but only since he has a fear of abandonment
- Constantly checks to see if you are laughing at his jokes, his eyes will be on yours before he as much breathes near another person
- Considerate, but can come off as cold at times, mainly due to minor insecurities
- Beats himself up after an argument
- Will apologise first, but this man will pace his dorm, hands pulling on his hair while he aggressively chews on his gum, he doesn't like being wrong
- Really enjoys your company, so will come and be around you any chance he gets
- Always wants to hold your hand, or have his hand on your thigh at all times
- Will stare you down when you talk to another man, he doesn't see them as competition until he make it clear to him that they are
- His insecurities stem from his abandonment issues, so try not to make him jealous, it'll just make him feel like shit
- Buys you clothes and expects you to wear them, it will be the most god awful thing that he gives you, but with those little puppy eyes, he can totally convince you to wear it for him
- He loves taking pictures of you and has an album of them, one for nice pictures, and another for the other... activities that you two take part in
- When dating and going on dates, he needs something that is stimulating enough for him to feel comfortable with the circumstance. He won't show it, but dating someone romantically makes him really nervous, so you have to do something fun and engaging for him to not lose himself in thoughts
- Pottery painting/making dates, Swimming in the black lake, Horse riding, and study dates would suit him well
- He really cares about meanings, so when he finds out that you like something, he may slightly overdo it with how much he entertains your desires
- If you like a certain food, he's going to get you so much that you can barely even think to stomach another taste of it
- If you like reading, he'll annotate your favourite book and give it to you as a gift
- Loves locket necklaces, would definitely buy you so many of pictures with you and him, or sometimes just him
- Protective, would get his hands dirty in order to keep you safeAS YOUR EX BOYFRIEND
- Rude, only if you broke off the relationship though
- Purposefully makes out with people in front of you to see how you would react
- Actively makes sure you're aware of his sexual endeavours
- Tries to remain friends with you, but only to keep the peace
- Makes fun of your new partners "Did you see Y/n's new bitch? They really are picking them off the street."
- Rude to your new partners, will dish out the most snarky remarks, make jokes about your relationship, even bring up past sexual encounters the two of you had together just to make your partner jealous
- Toxic as fuck, sorry
- Dates and leads on so many other girls out of anger
- Literally doesn't know what to do with himselfAS A HOOKUP
- Leaves after you're done with the sex
- Refuses to kiss you incase it's too intimate and either of you catch feelings
- Will make sexual jokes about you to his friends, he doesn't see the importance of keeping it private
- He has a reputation of being a munch
- Has a list of all the people he's been with
- Absolutely no shame, gets his hookup to stand up against a wall so he can take a headshot of them and add it to his pictorial list of hookups (The wall who came)
- He does rate them, but his class isn't so messed up that he makes it public, it's normally just kept in a note book with a name next to it and a scribbled score of 1-10
- If he's really feeling it, he'll go for multiple in one night, sometimes even together
- Doesn't take his time, he has stuff to do after (like tell the boys about it)HIS HABITS
- Tends to get lost in the bit, sometimes does stupid things and gets injured or in trouble purely for the butt of a joke he was trying to make
- Zones out when a conversation doesn't entertain him
- Talks over people, he will randomly chime in like "oh I just remembered what happened to me this morning" when someone is talking about something important
- Oblivious to hints, so when people flirt with him, he doesn't really notice it, which can cause some drama
- Speaks before he thinks
- Jumps to conclusions
- Shuts people out when they try to dig too much into his past and childhood
- One day he can be super attentive and kind, but the next he turns completely opposite, normally after he shared too much about himselfHIS SHADOWS
- His parents have had his entire life planned out for him from such a young age, they dictate what lessons he takes at Hogwarts, what clubs he can get involved with, what people he can allow himself around
- His parents plan to marry him off young, they have a few suitable girls lined up for him
- He's in the line to owning the entire Berkshire name and estate, his parents mould him into how they want him to be to ensure that he's suitable for the job
- He has a fear of commitment because he feels like he's running out of time, he only has 18 years to do as he please, then he has to do as his parents say for the rest of his life, so he's scared of wasting time
- Hookups with so many people as he wants to try everything before he has to be in order
- He doesn't express his sadness or anger when it comes to this, as his parents are too powerful and too rich, he feels as though he cannot complain
- Is an asshole to everyone out of fear not discovering every side of him
- Messes around with girls that like him for some type of power trip, it makes him feel in control of his life
- Big fear of missing out
- Doesn't even know what he wants to be if his parents weren't forcing his way to reputable statusThis is what I do instead of finishing half written smut <3